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Hey Saima, My choice of preference is: 1. Camber Sands 2. Durdle Door, Lulworth Cove 3. The New Forest (and then whichever is more economical..!) So please choose what feels right, surprise me :) Is it possible for my Canadian friend Nicole to come as well? She really doesn't know anyone and we were talking  about going somewhere. Let me know please. If you say no, I'll arrange to do something else with her, since I did mention going on holiday somewhere. We were aimlessly roaming around London yesterday... I was so out of ideas, I took her to Tooting after visiting Buckingham Palace! How are things with you? Hope all is well. Have they extended your working contract? Since you asked for a detailed email: I'm not working for Sidra any more, she let me go the first of the month. I've been doing nothing since then. I feel like a deflated balloon. As usual. Haven't felt like being in touch with her or helping her promote her workshop. I still will ...

On 26 March 2012 17:42, Sukaina Juma wrote: Hey Umair, Khana itna bhi acha nahi hoga... well, as long as you're having fun playing squash. Kahan khel rahe ho? It's funny how whenever I talk to you, I automatically have a much more favourable feeling towards Karachi. Thanks :) Lord knows when I'll choose to go back for a visit. I'm trying to get myself to Tanzania for a vacation. Or France. Somewhere out of here. Where there's a beach. Haven't found any potential husbands yet. Slim pickings. Men are weird. As for the other stuff, no comment. Take care Umair, Suks From: Umair Alam  To: Sukaina Juma  Sent: Tuesday, 27 March 2012, 20:54 Subject: Re: Y0, The f00d is pretty g00d man. Trust me. Playing squash at Karachi Club. Karachi is 0k. Y0u have t0 learn t0 deal with it and accept certain things. I came back in August. Since then, first my br0ther g0t held up at gun p0int. Then a few weeks later, I was held up at gun p0int when I ...

I seek forgiveness from You, Allah. May Ihsan find it in his heart to forgive me if I offended him. Oh dear. He still hasn't replied. I reread the email. I sound really horrible. I sound completely divorced from the person I am. This is how I wrote to Imran, too. What is wrong with me? Had a good day in the sense, spent it with Nicole, who's easy going and enjoys simple pleasures. She bought me ice cream. Went to Tooting and found a pashmina shawl to match my purple top. Was able to take the bus home. I can't believe I wrote all that stuff to Ihsan. What is wrong with me? I can not write back to him. I managed to cut him off almost immediately. Ali has gone. And I really don't care. Imran was right about one thing, he was extremely patient with me, most guys leave a lot earlier.All I did was push him away, because I knew it wouldn't work. And this guy, I told him up front that I didn't find him attractive. That's not very nice, that's wrong. ...

He read it early this morning but hasn't had the time to respond... I may have gone overboard... never mind. Obviously still need to learn how to balance my emotions and not spread them to others... I should have read my horoscope again before replying... "You are perhaps a little ahead of yourself with your ideas today, dear Aries. Even though not everyone will want to go along with your plans, you're nevertheless feeling confident and hopeful. Do be wary of over-stating, however. Be creative but keep it real because empty promises, no matter how good-intentioned they are, will have a way of biting back later. Another thing to watch for is "living in your head" a little too much now to the point that you may be insensitive in your interactions today." I got too excited... he reminds me a lot of Imran. Such a silly girl I can be. I forget that just because I can tell we have a past/future life conenction, doesn't mean that they don't. B...

I keep listening to these sad, sad songs... not because of him, this 28 year-old crone is wiser than that :) I've been releasing the remnant energies... he is married and found the girl and is doing all that stuff with her. Fin. I am listening to them just because they are so beautiful and I'm in full Urdu/Hindi mode these days. I love being Pakistani - we are so creative and romantic and deep and TALENTED! So posting them here as reference... I also came across this saying I had blogged last year. Apt reminder. Thank you, cher Imam Ali (a.s.). What I would do without you, I have not clue... not a CLUE! "You often ask for something but you are not given it, and then, sooner or later, you are given something better than it. What you wanted is withheld from you so that you can have what is better for you." ~ Imam Ali (a.s.) Tujhe Bhula Diya - Full Audio version I absolutely love this version... Farhan has an amazing voice! A Nusrat Fateh Ali Kh...

23 May 2012 Wassalaam Ihsan! :) I trust you are well and enjoying your time in Johannesburg... can I ask you a favour? I'm sure you've known many girls called Sukaina in your time, and they were okay with you calling them a nickname, but I'd rather be called Sukaina for now. Especially since you don't really know me. I trust you not to butcher the pronunciation, as most people tend to do. No, I have written much longer emails to one specific guy. Having said that, I really enjoy expressing myself through writing. I have been blessed with an excellent memory. I remember almost all the people whose profiles I have read on this website. Plus, you might be the only person I have come across living in South Africa. Although, I must say, your "What I'm looking for" section is pure gold as far as good writing is concerned. It will be great to see you create that with the right person :) Iqbal's good. I like inspirational poetry. I like Rumi; I li...

I read his email at eleven in the morning. He made me cry. Because he made me feel so loved. I am glad he is so nice, uncomplicated and lovely... really. He's a 7-7, and an 11-2 - like me. Except I have two of each - lol. That's why we are attracted - the 7-7. A lovely vibration. Maybe he is one of the people in my life who love me - in his weird way. Accepts me for who I am. Our five years of friendship have to count for something... all the emails he has sent me, all his support. Allah, please bless my little man-beast. Since you've already brought Imran to his Eve, please let Umair find the best person for himself - in the right time. Thank you. *** 23 March 2012 19:51, Sukaina Juma wrote: I thought of you when I saw this poster... because you call them kitteh, too. How are you?  Sukaina :)     From: Umair Alam To: Sukaina Juma Sent: Saturday, 24 March 2012, 21:29 Subject: Re: l0l. My 0 butt0n is fucked s0 I am using zer0. Anyway. I d...