Toh Phir Aao Mujhko Satao

I keep listening to these sad, sad songs... not because of him, this 28 year-old crone is wiser than that :)

I've been releasing the remnant energies... he is married and found the girl and is doing all that stuff with her.

Fin.

I am listening to them just because they are so beautiful and I'm in full Urdu/Hindi mode these days. I love being Pakistani - we are so creative and romantic and deep and TALENTED! So posting them here as reference...

I also came across this saying I had blogged last year. Apt reminder. Thank you, cher Imam Ali (a.s.). What I would do without you, I have not clue... not a CLUE!

"You often ask for something but you are not given it, and then, sooner or later, you are given something better than it. What you wanted is withheld from you so that you can have what is better for you." ~ Imam Ali (a.s.)

Tujhe Bhula Diya - Full Audio version

I absolutely love this version... Farhan has an amazing voice! A Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan qawwali redone so well..

This one is devotional...

I should get paid for blogging, pining after unavailable men and basic time wasting activies :P

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