Thank you, Allah, for granting me such izzat and recognition. Please modify my thoughts, words, actions and feelings so that there is no need for me to have new humiliation ~ such as I have experienced in the past. Gosh ~ how I wish I could feel this purity and serenity and humility and wonder and awareness and wakefulness all of the time. Actually, I can if I make the strong intention to and ask You and the Light Ones for help and guidance. ~~~ Deity Deity by Sukaina Juma 27th April 2008 And as my Soul dug into the grass, hiding away from the joys of the world and burrowing itself deeply into the grains of mud; I could see the sky as the light faded. The blueness of sky, the whiteness of cloud, the pink of sun No tears trickled down these cheeks of mine I wasn't moved by the sight. But I was grateful that I did not have control over the entire universe. For He is able to create each day anew, while us hypocrites are left to play around with His original idea, ...