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Dammit. The Problem Depression   Meaning: An important part of your life is presently in a stage of petrification. There is nothing you can do except be­come aware of the process and identify with the inner persona which is responsible. You have been lulled into resting upon the "Seat of Forgetting". You called for it yourself in order to be spared the truth. There is some­thing specific you don't want to accept, and the price you pay is darkness and emptiness.  The Way Throught the Problem The Symbolon Meaning: You are confronted by the stairway to the temple of meaning in your relationship. Don't hesitate to climb it. Your path is clear now Instead of looking for faults in your partner (that would be a step backwards), look con­sciously ahead and foster the vision of a higher goal: not a goal which serves to fulfil your subjective wants, but one leading to the birth of spiritual togetherness.  ...

Signs you’ve met your soul mate

If I'm to go by what this lady says, ha! I have seriously deluded myself.... and I have been extremely unfair to Imran Lakha. By sending him that longest-assed email in existence. Well, I hope I rubbed his Ego nice and proper - oh wow, yet another stalker, person who adores me. Auto-reaction: Mehhhh...... IGNORE! Eyes meeting, instant connection? Ha! Sukaina Chicken Guts cannot get up la courage to meet him. Unless, as has already been run in her mind vividly, she meets him randomly at the mosque one day.... looking towards a specific date, 28th November 2010 when I'm to be in Stanmore for the 40th of my dad's chachi and somehow, he finds himself at the mosque on his birthday.... ha, Sukaina, DELUDED SOME? YES! I couldn't even go to meet him - you're supposed to have la confiance and just go boom with a Soul mate, aren't you?... well, actually, I was. I was going to meet him last weekend. But he DUMPED me on 19th October, didn't he now? ...

Venus Retrograde - interesting reading

http://www.cafeastrology.com/venusretrograde.html Also: Your Type Four EnneaThought sm for November 7 th Make this Release today: "I now release dwelling on the past to prolong my feelings." ( Enneagram Transformations , 63) I'm never going to have anyone write me emails in size 12, Times New Roman, medium blue font ever again.... sigh. OK, now try to get out of it. It was never real! You use your thoughts to stimulate feelings.

WTF???

I freaking HATE being a Four. And I also dislike painful, spot-on synchronicity: Your Type Four EnneaThought sm for November 6 th — Fours long for an ideal mate. They will idealize someone but as Fours get to know the person better, they will become disenchanted, realizing the other is not the perfect "parent" who will rescue them. Fours will lose interest and resume their search and fantasies. Today, reflect on this pattern in your life. What in you wants to maintain it? ( Personality Types , 141) How do I become centred, whole and Adult? Fucking hate it - never falling in love again. It's just too stupid :p I was living an OK life without it. Honestly. Life goes on. If I'm honest, although I'm saying I'm over him, I'm holding hopes of a reconciliation because of the ruddy horror-scopes and the fact that he keeps "liking" my FB statuses. Aaaaaargh.... I hate this!!!! I do!!!! I need it to GO.... Weather's very weird, I...

Back In Time (Keane)

I'm looking at the email I sent during the first meltdown I had during the September full moon. This was the day after Stanmore Careers Day and the "Her acrid remarks make her many enemies" FB status update. I wrote it in Rickmansworth, before I went to Pinner. He did call me at 12:30-ish (idiot, 1:30 kaha thha!) I cannot believe I wrote this to him. I was really off my rocker or extremely gutsy in claiming my Power. Not sure which it is now. Who the hell was that chica?! lol Sun, 19 September, 2010 8:01:45 Thank you :) Respecting a Woman: The Messenger of Allah (s.a.w.), addressing the Muslims on the occasion of the Farewell Pilgrimage, warned them against the values which he feared would be neglected after him, and referred to woman as one of the important issues about whom he said: "Observe your duty to Allah in respect to the women, and treat them well." [33]. http://home.swipnet.se/islam/books/hijab/08.htm Dear Imran, Salaam alalikum. Thank yo...