Sukaina Juma Morning Rosanne, Thanks for your patience. Hope the sun shines brightly on you today Sure, maybe we can have a phone chat. Monday eve works for me, too. In a nutshell and not in logical order - they are interconnected. 1) Recurrence of depressive symptoms... I just want to check out because after two years of people helping me, I still am creating a life I do not enjoy. Also creating health issues and fatigue which affects other aspects of life. I feel hopeless, especially when I see everyone else progressing magnificently. 2) Lack of motivation... to find a paying job, to do volunteer work to help others, to take a course... to go out, sometimes. To take care of my health and exercise. I haven't looked for work in ages. I am now 28 years old. 3) No paying job means limited finances for even simple things such as using public transport, mobile phone usage, having better living arrangements (I am still living with my father who triggers ...