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Rosanne help

Sukaina Juma Morning Rosanne, Thanks for your patience. Hope the sun shines brightly on you today Sure, maybe we can have a phone chat. Monday eve works for me, too. In a nutshell and not in logical order - they are interconnected. 1) Recurrence of depressive symptoms... I just want to check out because after two years of people helping me, I still am creating a life I do not enjoy. Also creating health issues and fatigue which affects other aspects of life. I feel hopeless, especially when I see everyone else progressing magnificently. 2) Lack of motivation... to find a paying job, to do volunteer work to help others, to take a course... to go out, sometimes. To take care of my health and exercise. I haven't looked for work in ages. I am now 28 years old. 3) No paying job means limited finances for even simple things such as using public transport, mobile phone usage, having better living arrangements (I am still living with my father who triggers ...

Only brother in the world

Imraan Sumar Tuesday Salam my dear! In sha Allah this finds you well. Could you do me a big favour please and resend that last message - facebook appears to be malfunctioning so I can't scroll up to see what you wrote last. I did actually read it all, but I cannot for the life of me remember it (not that it wasn't memorable - I've recently gone gluten-free and it's really frustrating me as I'm getting a lot more brainfog these days). I saw your dad on Sunday - heard that you went to Portsmouth! How was it? Did you have a lovely time? I went last year - Loved seeing the docks (I accidentally just spelt the wrong word there with rather odd implications). Back home yet? Best wishes, And thinking of you too! Imraan Yesterday Imraan Sumar By the way, there appears to be somethign wrong with your blog - I cannot seem to access it - have you made it a private one? Just thought I'd bring it to your intention incase...

tues

Astrology Goddess Pluto and Uranus are this week back in a tight square with each other. These two heavenly giants have been together before, and will continue their dance for quite some time to come. These planets presence on their own are enough to bring about big changes in our inner and outer worlds,but together they are a powerful tool for transformation,release and freedom. Uranus in Aries encourages us to be who we are in our totality,to accept our quirkiness and eccentricities, and to get started on plans and ideas that we have been putting off. Uranus here is a mover and shaker, and we will see changes both in our personal, and political worlds ,with long held views and beliefs being challenged. Pluto in Capricorn says that there must be transformation in the way that we see the world and ourselves. Old and outdated modes of behaviour will be called into question now, and a lot of us will find that beliefs that we have or structures that we have been liv...

Sunday in Portsmouth

LIFE by Cynthia Occelli Tonight, turn the other cheek. This doesn't mean to offer your unharmed side up for assault. It means turn your gaze and change your focus. What you focus on grows. Starve every monster. Energy vampires (and those so intoxicated by their justifications and rationalizations for poor behavior that they've gone blind) are beyond your reach. Reach inside yourself. You are omnipotent here. Release all grudges, resentments, and disappointments. Lay down the shovel. You thought you were digging another's grave; you can only dig your own. Lay it down and go free. Every wonderful thing is possible for you. It's not too late and you aren't too _______ (fill in the blank). You are the most powerful person in your life. Accept this truth. Turn to your heart's deepest yearnings. Answer the sacred ache for something more than a petty existence. Recognize the Divine showing up as YOU. Tonight, I bid a gracious farewell to all that no longer serve...

Still alive

Still alive. Fucking missed Rosanne's texts... my phone or my network and just life. Started listening to Healingw ith the Masters and fell asleep. Couldn't show much adab to Zuli yesterday... keep absorbign the harsh energies ad they trigger off the energies that area already in me. last night, felt like being with Imran... so pretended he was hugging me. I keep feeling very sad and lonely. Today, made love to my imagination of him. Whatever, I find him very sexy. Wrote email to Fazilat.. who knows anything right? Said thank you, wrote my truth... my truth aint pretty these days. Just found out moon is now in Scorpio for three days.... whoop. Cleaned the bathroom. My niece Samirah is a very sweet baby. Allah please keep her and Khadijah safe and healthy and free from the programming that they have got. I sent her love and healing... pelase let her feel better soon and drink up. Thanks to internet, accessed my mobile phone voicemail... Rosanne was trying to...

wednesday

Soul Whispers Heart Speaks Thoughts, emotions, sense perceptions, and whatever you experience make up the content of your life. “My life” is what you derive your sense of self from, and “my life” is content, or so you believe. You continuously overlook the most obvious fact: your innermost sense of I Am has nothing to do with what happens in your life, nothing to do with content. That sense of I Am is one with the Now. It always remains the same. * Eckhart Tolle We all have different faces, characters and names. If God wanted us to be all same, He would have done it. Not to respect the differences, to accuse the others for our faults is not to respect God. Shams Tabrizi Called ‎9-10-2012 .. Message from Metatron .. "If you are sincere in your intention and belief that you are on a spiritual journey with all others, in an effort to raise the vibratory frequency of Earth and its people, then to focus on another person's shortcomings is count...