Isle of Skye

Okay... so my work consists of proofreading and checking the typos for the manual that Inshallah I'll be using at the three day weekend on 30th March.... Inshallah I'm definitely there.... And when I was helping typing it up in December/Jan, she told me to make the intention as I was writing them to relase all that was in my space. I am making a similar intention... a bit waffly, but that's because there's so much in me that I need to hash out on keyboard, in writing: I ask Allah and all of that you have created to help and assist me, including my healing team and all my buddies that I am yet to become aware of to help me release and let go and heal all of the things that I read.... that might be in my space. To completion, 100%. I thank You and all of you in advance for being there for me, for making me safe and for allowing life to unfold perfectly. Everything is perfect. I put 100% trust in You and in Life, I surrender myself to You and to Life. Help me...

  Today is about letting go, and there may be a restructuring or release of a friendship. Your priorities are changing, and today is about forgiveness, tolerance, and exercising compassion. Fast Facts About the Number 9 Theme: Encompassing a love for all, Compassion, Patience, Selfless Astro Association: Virgo Tarot Association: Hermit  Allah, thank you.... today started really challenging... the energies were all around me, buzzing, I was going insane.... I went for a walk, trees, park, lay on the grass in the rain, asking to be cleared, asking for your grace, asking for some help..... And I had to rush back because my dad scared me about having a heart attack and going to A&E now... I spoke to so many of your angels... got Ashiya's email, Sarah's email, Marium's chat, Marium's call, Farhat aunty, Sarah, my mum, Sidra... and Ali finally replied to my texts finally... he's an Aquarius, got his full DOB and time and place and did all the astro stuff......

Reposting from O Healer, heal Thyself She tells me to close my eyes and take in a few deep, cleansing breaths. I imagine him in front of me - as handsome, attractive and Beautiful as ever - I can feel the tugging on my solar plexus and my heart energy centres as we both work on completely releasing all remaining cords and attachments that attach me to him - I'm supposed to ask myself what are the core, underlying reasons or issues that allow me to hook into him and him into me - months after there is no contact and no encouragement or remainder fondness from him - I don't exist in his world But it's so bloody painful having to let him go, consciously choosing to let those who wish to leave, leave my life as we've both served the purposes and reasons that drew us together in the first place To not cling onto self-created memories of a mythical connection and romance My heart literally feels the tugs as the last remnants of the attachment are released - I have t...

"I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.” Saw this on Facebook. Made me smile. Partly because it's so beautiful and chaste and pure and partly because it ignores all the rest of it. The dark side. I suppose that's w hy we're foolish enough to try again or to forget the pain. This is the third time I am typing this particular post. Due to my keyboard without the double-u working, it has been deleted twice because I pressed the button next to control and it deleted it. As though the universe doesn't want me to type these things out. I figured I am still in love w ith Imran. ...