Sidra's The Awakening has some side effects... but if I had let him go, it wouldn't have mattered at all. I wouldn't have made a big deal of it and had to wait until the PTP in order to respond to him. Fuck. Awareness is key. This is for record for the new Sukaina Juma, she might enjoy reading my posts... might not. God knows why he kept the old email... blah. I deleted all of them last year... as in 2012. I re read the email, such a load of bollocks.... fucked up, I am. He sorted himself out, I didn't. Even the email I sent on Saturday, I now see I could have edited out a LOT of it. Oh well... sucks to be me. I'm leaving this planet. Fucked. ****** Monday 13 January 2014, 11:38 am Salaams Sukaina, How are you? Obviously this is very random of me to email you out of the blue, but thought i'd message you as I wanted to make sure you are still breathing in clean fresh air! Let me know otherwise... ;) How is life? Regards...