Isle of Skye

The BESTEST OneRepublic song. I listened to it when I was with him, when I wasn't with him... and, again, today. Signs from the Universe. Synchronicities - I'll pretend it is so. One Republic - Say (All I Need) lyrics Do you know where your heart is? Do you think you can find it? Or did you trade it for something Somewhere better just to have it? Do you know where your love is? Do you think that you lost it? You felt it so strong, but Nothing's turned out how you wanted Well, bless my soul You're a lonely soul Cause you won't let go Of anything you hold Well, all I need Is the air I breathe And a place to rest My head Do you know what your fate is? And are you trying to shake it? You're doing your best and Your best look You're praying that you make it Well, bless my soul You're a lonely soul Cause you won't let go Of anything you hold Well, all I need Is the air I breathe And a place to rest My head I sai...

Bonne anniversaire à moi! Madiha Muffin. I still have no words. I shall not be able to forget this day, even if I try really hard. What was going to be an extremely crappy day, you managed to turn it a complete 180 degrees into one of the best days. Who cares if I am alone today? You've shown me how generous YOU are and how much YOU care about me. My life is a movie today. I usually try to downplay how much I like being made a fuss off on my birthday. I'm such a sap! But the gesture is so... j'ai pas de mots. Mes belles fleurs And yesterday, my friend Saima gave me the Darren Hayes "Spin" CD, chocolates, cupcakes and her mum made me mince pasties and we had crisps and... sigh (even  when I told her we would defer the present-giving until I found something I wanted). She tried to cheer me up. She took time out of her busy life schedule, even though she was really tired, she didn't cancel and she ignored my gloominess (I was more Eeyore than...

Act today as if you experienced yourself as a stable happy person despite your many changing feelings and emotional states. (Understanding the Enneagram, 91) Bahahahaha! These daily emails are so classic sometimes... spot on for the melodramatic emo tragic romantic type 4 diva. The past two weeks have been extremely intensely interesting. The processing is still going on. Yesterday, I was up and bubbly. Today, I'm still buoyant and I feel flat and feeling lonely too. And so danged tired. The amount of work we've done in two weeks is tantamount to an entire month. I can't make sense of it right now. Sometimes it seems all dreamy. I've had 5 letting go days. And I'm still holding on. And now I've used the word diva, I immediately go back to the start, when it was going swimmingly... we really were having fun. Maybe Sidra did only mention another person coming into my life in order to push me towards closure. Maybe she didn't. She's got her own ...