Isle of Skye

Okay... so my work consists of proofreading and checking the typos for the manual that Inshallah I'll be using at the three day weekend on 30th March.... Inshallah I'm definitely there.... And when I was helping typing it up in December/Jan, she told me to make the intention as I was writing them to relase all that was in my space. I am making a similar intention... a bit waffly, but that's because there's so much in me that I need to hash out on keyboard, in writing: I ask Allah and all of that you have created to help and assist me, including my healing team and all my buddies that I am yet to become aware of to help me release and let go and heal all of the things that I read.... that might be in my space. To completion, 100%. I thank You and all of you in advance for being there for me, for making me safe and for allowing life to unfold perfectly. Everything is perfect. I put 100% trust in You and in Life, I surrender myself to You and to Life. Help me...

Reposting from O Healer, heal Thyself She tells me to close my eyes and take in a few deep, cleansing breaths. I imagine him in front of me - as handsome, attractive and Beautiful as ever - I can feel the tugging on my solar plexus and my heart energy centres as we both work on completely releasing all remaining cords and attachments that attach me to him - I'm supposed to ask myself what are the core, underlying reasons or issues that allow me to hook into him and him into me - months after there is no contact and no encouragement or remainder fondness from him - I don't exist in his world But it's so bloody painful having to let him go, consciously choosing to let those who wish to leave, leave my life as we've both served the purposes and reasons that drew us together in the first place To not cling onto self-created memories of a mythical connection and romance My heart literally feels the tugs as the last remnants of the attachment are released - I have t...

From: Sukaina Juma [mailto:sukaina@ymail.com] Sent: 07 September 2011 22:33 To: Imran Lakha (ilakha) Subject: Hey Imran, old buddy, old pal,   Are you stalking me on SimplyShia? My profile ain't that interesting :)   How are you? :)   Oh, and just in case you still have those MP3s of Dua e Kumayl and Dua e Iftitah by Abathar I sent you back in the day, can you send them to me? I deleted all the emails and forgot to save the MP3 files before doing so - doh! then my computer crashed so I lost them from my hard disk :(   Belated Eid Mubarak :)   Sukaina Thursday, 8 September 2011, 11:30 Salaam Sukaina,   Thanks for reaching out… I’m doing well by the Grace of God. You?  If you’re referring to my visit to your profile then yes I did… you seem softer and more open than before, which is always good. Unfortunately I had my laptop re-imaged and lost a great deal of information, including my emails. Apologies.  Lastly Eid ...

I always post when I am down and feeling trapped and screeching for release. Today, I am blogging because I feel good, without knowing why. Nothing outer has changed - yet. Must be all the inner stuff. Yesterday's Successes: * I did my EFT tapping yesterday. For a good 10 minutes. After absolutely months. * I cooked bhindi/okra. * I felt like making some more mandalas or taking up painting. Haven't actually done it, but it's the inspiration that turns into reality sooner or later... * I stopped criticising myself for a little while about the fact that I still love Imran (rather, the idea of him) and still am deluding myself into thinking we'll be together, that the story hasn't quite finished. I keep thinking I'll randomly bump into him on the Tube, or somewhere in Central London. In spite of the fact that I now am convinced that I'm a nothing in his life now. He never even read all of my emails - a fact confirmed by both Tazeen and Sidra. An...

Day Three of my "top-secret" coaching course yesterday. She gave us a book: now, Discover your strengths by Marcus Buckingham and Donald O. Clifton You have to take the online quiz first. I did. Some of the questions weren't relevant to me, since I'm not currently working and some I manifested both traits/behaviours. So, I was neutral for those, not strongly represented. ANYWAY... not dwelling upon it... SUKAINA JUMA  Your Signature Themes Many years of research conducted by The Gallup Organization suggest that the most effective people are those who understand their strengths and behaviors. These people are best able to develop strategies to meet and exceed the demands of their daily lives, their careers, and their families. A review of the knowledge and skills you have acquired can provide a basic sense of your abilities, but an awareness and understanding of you...