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Oh dear. I keep looking at other people's Facebook profiles. I spoke to Sidra and she told me about her weekend. She's hiring Gareth and he'll take the money from the one-days. It's fine. he's trained and adds value and will do the work and people already associate him with her. I feel like taking my hijab off again... so I can feel some sort of happy and sexy and desired. I need to get married. So where is he? Jas whom I spoke to on the phone said Sukaina? Sukaina? Sukaina? That's a very unique name. So I facebooked the name - Oh dear - it is VERY COMMON!!!!! And those girls are hot and without hijab and married.... that's what triggered me off. Make it easy for me... Sukaina, remember that the guys who find you attractive find you attractive with your hijab on too. And you'd only want a guy who understood the beauty of hijab and Islam.... who understand the boundaries and believes in the last day.... that everything counts and we shall be asked...

 http://www.mwlusa.org/topics/dress/veil.htm Say to the believing men that they should lower their gaze and guard their modesty: that will make for greater purity for them: And Allah is well acquainted with all that they do. 24:30 And say to the believing women that they should lower their gaze and guard their modesty; that they should not display their beauty and ornaments except what (must ordinarily) appear thereof; that they should draw their veils over their bosoms and not display their beauty except to their husbands, [a list of relatives], [household servants], or small children who have no sense of the shame of sex; and that they should not strike their feet in order to draw attention to their hidden ornaments. And O ye Believers! turn ye all together towards Allah, that ye may attain Bliss. 24:31 They asked me again about the hijab and why I wear it. I didn't know that time. Things have been messing with my reality this entire month. So I took it ...

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Love me without fear. Trust me without questioning. Need me without demanding. Want me without restrictions. Accept me without change. Love me for who I am.

Dear Archangel Raziel, I am willing to sever all vows of poverty, self-sacrifice, and chastity; and I ask that you help undo all effects of these vows in all directions of time for everyone concerned. ~ Doreen Virtue Official Fan Page

The last time I wrote that in my blog, it was late August 2010 and Imran messaged me on SimplyShia on the Monday :P Am I hoping for an encore? I wrote this a week or so later... http://skyejacques.blogspot.com/2010/09/hello-you.html It's quite cute, actually. I had to do a process to forgive my 26 year old self. Still have unforgiveness towards her.   ***** I feel like giving up all over again. Just skiving from work and living in a dream world. Things like the Internal Revenue charging me 20% tax on a small amount of money I earned. Things like Sidra's netbook crashing, the old PC downstairs dying, having to use the father's PC again and now having to spend money on a laptop instead of keeping it for my trip to Toronto. And then laptops remind me of Imran "Why don't you woman up and meet the man behind the laptop?" He doesn't have money issues. I wasn't sure how much he earns, but Sidra said he earns a lot. Obviously: e-commerc...

Allah, grant me the best laptop I can afford this year and the means to travel to TO this June 2012 for at least two weeks. PLEASE. You did it last time. Doreen Virtue Official Fan Page Thought for Today: I smile, because there’s so much to be happy about, even when I can’t see it. My smile is a first step in the direction of happiness – for myself and others – and is a gift that I released out into the universe for everyone’s benefit. Doreen Virtue Official Fan Page Today, practice saying “Thank you” repeatedly aloud and silently. These words are the magical keys which open the doors to abundance in all ways. Doreen Virtue Official Fan Page You’re entirely worthy of love. Your personality, thoughts, and feelings are wondrously endearing, and your physical being is perfect in all ways. Every part of you is completely glorious.

I seek Thy guidance, for I am still on the cusp of change. In transition. Popping in the microwave. Grant me the strength, courage, insight, grace, love, and assurety to listen to my inner wisdom and higher guidance. Let me become that which I admire. Make me as you like. Make me become that for which Thou hast created me. Through my free will, I surrender to Thee. Dissolve my ego, make me understand what they mean when they say duality is illusion. Make me understand now that which I have been ignorant and stupid about for 28 years. I cannot afford to remain as I think I am. I ask Thee to honour me and allow me to become Who I Truly Am. Guide me with ease, grace and flow. Have mercy on my frailty and on my lower human vibration. There is none but Thee to help, to listen, to guide, to love, to forgive, to shed my ego.

Dear Archangel Raphael, thank you for bathing my heart and mind in your purifying emerald green light, washing away all lower energies, toxins, and hard feelings. Thank you for lifting my mind so I can gain a bigger perspective on everything and not take others’ actions personally. Please guide my actions and thoughts so that they reflect my true spiritual nature of Divine love. Thank you. Doreen Virtue Official Fan Page Love is already within each of us, and we don’t need another person in our lives in order to feel loved. However, the expression of love from and to another person is deeply satisfying. Doreen Virtue Sometimes I think I'm going to end up all alone in a cold apartment living on cat food from a can but I guess that's not so bad since I'm a cat after all. Story People      ...

Trust, even if your future seems uncertain. Trust, even if you have no idea how your situation could ever improve. Trust, even if you feel alone and abandoned. Trust, even if your heart is shattered. Trust, because your strength comes from trusting that everything always gets better with time, that miracles do occur, and that prayers are answered in illogical ways. Trust, because we need you to continue living and shining your light, and a lot of people love and depend upon you. Trust, because God loves you for who you are right now and has a wonderful plan in works for you that you can't yet see or feel . . . but you soon will. Don't quit 5 minutes before the miracle! Trust. Doreen Virtue Official Fan Page Dear God, I ask that You and the romance angels help me be in a wonderful love relationship with my soulmate. Please give me clear guidance to find my soulmate, and help us to meet and enjoy one another without delay. I ask for Your help in creating circumstances s...

Trust that your soul has a plan, and even if you can't see it completely, know that everything will unfold as it is meant to ~ Deepak Chopra

It is the night of the Prophet's death anniversary. Listening to adhan, iqama and salaat at Hujjat at Stanmore. I hope, hope, hope I pray my own salaat. Such a beautiful religion, why am I getting confused? How can I balance and integrate. For her, she defies it. For me, I still want to merge it. Or is this fallacy? Um... I still miss Imran. Why? Just programming - we had nothing in common in physical ego form. Just in spirit. Plus, he earns money and is hot and sexy. So hot. What a voice, what eyes, what lips! I called him to hang out with me today - so I technically went on a date to the park with him today. Not sure if it was him, or just me. Need to fine-tune my discerning abilities. I miss him. He's the hottest guy to show interest, and the most intelligent, sensitive and articulate. And sexy. Lol. Allah, please guide me to my highest good.

So Imran has shifted... I have let him go. I am no longer in love with him, no longer holding onto an outdated contract. As she said, I'd never have started talking to other guys if he hadn't shifted from my energy. She's right. Then tried pulling back, but thank goodness... it's done. Lol. He looked at my profile (because the username had changed and poor sod, I probably got him all excited for two seconds - until he saw my photos and he probably threw up or something) No reply... and I don't care any longer because I've move beyond the ego as far as he's concerned. The love for him is purely on the higher planes. He's the brother. I looked up his soul plan, 14-5 is the reason we were attracted to one another, more than the 7-7 or the 11-2. Looked up Umair, he has 7-7 and 14-5 and 11-2 as well. I'm not surprised any longer. He finally has changed back from that ugly grim reaper photo to his handsomest photo. He's actually NOT that good loo...

The report was generated for 6 months starting from January 2012 with the following birth data: female, born on 16 April 1984 at 10:00 pm in Carshalton, England. Your sun sign is Aries. This is the sign in which the Sun is in your birth chart. Your Ascendant is in Scorpio, and your Moon is also in Scorpio. Pluto trine MC: For the common good Mid March 2011 until end of October 2013: During this time gradual changes will take place in your life that will make you more aware of the external and internal forces that make your life move in certain directions. You will gain great psychological insight into yourself and others at this time, and you will go below surface appearances to seek out the fundamental elements of any issue. This is also a time when you may gain power over others in some way, either in your personal or your professional life. You may be given the authority to direct a project or a group of people working together. However, you should be aware that you are acting as a...