Isle of Skye

Copied from my O Healer, Heal Thyself blog. I don't even know how to begin this... or what title to put to this. Let's start with what made me post here. Les enfants. Apparently, my choice to not procreate is causing a block to my finding the right person to marry. Fascinating how the aunts and the single men of my community can casually box you straight away the moment you mention this. Fascinating  how you have to use Energetic NLP magnets and vacuum cleaners on the  inside of your brain to continually remove all the thought forms, limiting  beliefs and programmes people carelessly send your way. And to release  all the blocks and all the hooks that allow them to even vibrate at your  frequency or to trigger you in the first place. FASCINATING! Fascinating  how, the more energies you feel you release, the more wired and alien  you feel when you unwittingly go to places where you just absorb so much  energy... and feel like you are...

I am so in love with this cheesy love song, it's SAD! His voice is really beautiful, though: like satin :) Although, Ali Khan needs to change the lyrics to Koi Dhung Ka Aye Na. Kazam (stalker boy from SimplyShia website) added me on Skype again last night. I spoke to him without adding him and he said he's been missing me blah blah. How I wish I could tell him he's only attracted to my high vibration and not to me - he obviously is in need of healing. Because honestyl folks, there are women a lot hotter and thinner and willing to get married to him than I am, so why can't he fantasize about them? I actually went as far as telling him that I'm changing my religion. And then, this silly boy added me on Fb and he's odd. And skanky. No judgements, but I'd rather not have a guy on my list who comments Yummy Mummy on women on his list who put provocative photos up and has not a single photo on his facebook profile and doesn't even say why he's ad...

https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXzmTeWJLOJnL4aav0XDTNtj5VdbG6kuSoQpqKaFaTdAMz2KWzRxLkRW3hCpWmaPf0chgFWFDkZKdsvLAyWnrMK-_s0f6lUlVf6eaTRDq0KXRQsYjb8MrL5VkI594I4wRhGiEKMzRgS78/s400/youdon%2527tknowme..jpg Can everybody in the entire multiverse take a minute to understand what I mean when I say or do something? The true authentic energy is behind all my emails and words. Stop misunderstanding me and assuming things about me. And projecting onto me. And doing it so regularly that it truly makes me wonder why on Earth we bother with one another. I mean, one of my closest friends misunderstands me on such a regular basis, I truly, truly, truly wonder... why would I attract these misunderstandings? Why? Why does she still see me as weak, stupid, childish, naive and blind and ignorant? Why does she assume things about me? Why does she honestly still believe I am that same shit-head I was all those years I couldn't get out of the overwhelm of all those...