Isle of Skye

Okay, I guess my blog isn't pornographic any more to the library. Spoke to Ali on Skype last night... he said the first thing he did was do a Google search for Artemis Persephone! Can you believe it? Said it came up as warrior princess.... And there's no romantic feelings for him here... I can't see myself marrying him :) He calls himself stubborn, has a temper... same as me.... bloody Elementals we are! LOL :) I asked him about the fact he's 37 and not married... he said three girls, all liked him, they wanted to marry him and the moment their families saw him with his crutches... game over. They all said how dare you consider a guy who is "disabled"... and we don't want you to become his carer. Boy, the hurt he felt in his heart hit my heart hard..... One girl's family stopped speaking to her and said they would disown her... just over the crutches and the weakness in is legs.... cerebral palsy... in the healing book, they gave a specific r...

Okay... so my work consists of proofreading and checking the typos for the manual that Inshallah I'll be using at the three day weekend on 30th March.... Inshallah I'm definitely there.... And when I was helping typing it up in December/Jan, she told me to make the intention as I was writing them to relase all that was in my space. I am making a similar intention... a bit waffly, but that's because there's so much in me that I need to hash out on keyboard, in writing: I ask Allah and all of that you have created to help and assist me, including my healing team and all my buddies that I am yet to become aware of to help me release and let go and heal all of the things that I read.... that might be in my space. To completion, 100%. I thank You and all of you in advance for being there for me, for making me safe and for allowing life to unfold perfectly. Everything is perfect. I put 100% trust in You and in Life, I surrender myself to You and to Life. Help me...

I finally made it there, an entire year after I could have gone to meet a special someone for a date, a cheesy rose and dinner - that Lebanese restaurant would have been lovely, if a little noisy All I need to do is walk 15 minutes to the Bushey Road motorway and take the K5 at 50 minutes past the hour and am there in approx 45 minutes - on a good day, I can take the train from Raynes Park or wimbledon and be there in 10 :) Good thing he doesn't live there anymore, lives in Feltham - I would have constantly fantasised about accidentally bumping into him while obviously he'd be at work like normal, God-fearing citizens of London :P I did fantasise about going into an opticians shop and it being the one that his brother Akber works in but then I ended up in waterstone's and looking through all the angel books and cards and loved them: card one said I'm a healer and know it, card 2 said I'm a speaker and use oration, even if it doesn't seem so right now, card...

Beautiful song - thank You Allah, you have completely healed my heart :) Please protect all the girls and the women and their hearts and dignities and integrity, because it's damned challenging, us living the human experience And please do the same for the boys, men-boys and the real men in the world - at the end of the day, we're truly all the same and One And, this time, I am saving a little love for myself Enough for my heart to mend, A little love for myself, One day I just might love again, One day some sweet smile might just turn my head :)

From: Sukaina Juma [mailto:sukaina@ymail.com] Sent: 07 September 2011 22:33 To: Imran Lakha (ilakha) Subject: Hey Imran, old buddy, old pal,   Are you stalking me on SimplyShia? My profile ain't that interesting :)   How are you? :)   Oh, and just in case you still have those MP3s of Dua e Kumayl and Dua e Iftitah by Abathar I sent you back in the day, can you send them to me? I deleted all the emails and forgot to save the MP3 files before doing so - doh! then my computer crashed so I lost them from my hard disk :(   Belated Eid Mubarak :)   Sukaina Thursday, 8 September 2011, 11:30 Salaam Sukaina,   Thanks for reaching out… I’m doing well by the Grace of God. You?  If you’re referring to my visit to your profile then yes I did… you seem softer and more open than before, which is always good. Unfortunately I had my laptop re-imaged and lost a great deal of information, including my emails. Apologies.  Lastly Eid ...

manu1001 is stalking me :P HMPH! I ain't emailing him :P Although I am tempted to, but he isn't going to react the way I imagine in my head - I think he may have changed his profile for my benefit again - I shall check And the guy I liked (Faith and Peace) and sent a salaam to yesterday, he looked my profile and didn't message me - meh - I guess I'm too kooky for him Oh w ell - w hatever Men suck! MUHAHAHA! I'm out of all of their leagues :P And Vasheen from Mauritius - I'm not sure ho w long before he realises that it's not going any where - soon I hope - because I ain't saying no And Kazam has stopped stalking me - bechara - thank God - IA he'll get the best woman for him - it just ain't me manu1001 27 Ja'fari/Ithna'asheri Middlesex,GB My friends would describe me as Easygoing, Enthusiastic, Intelligent, Reflective, Spontaneous Where are all the real Muslim Women, who understand the meaning of Hijab??? I graduated in...

I've logged into the website twice today - because I'm the guy from Mauritius is interested and so I wanna talk to him in French :D - I also looked up some guys - one of them is so funny and to others ere eloquent etc, if not my type. One of them I'd love to have just as a FB friend or contact.  I'll paste their profiles on here so you'll see Who knew there was life after Imran? That, actually, there are man-boys ho are as interesting and funny? I mean, I finally can see with my heart's eyes. I've said it before, I think finally being out of love is a lot more liberating than falling in love. So much more satisfying. The other reason for logging in twice is I was being vain about my photos, and after changing the yellow one to the smokin' one, I deleted it. So there are only two on now Meh, who cares? So, I just signed in and: ta da! Abra ca dabra manu1001 27 GB Middlesex ...