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I've logged into the website twice today - because I'm the guy from Mauritius is interested and so I wanna talk to him in French :D - I also looked up some guys - one of them is so funny and to others ere eloquent etc, if not my type. One of them I'd love to have just as a FB friend or contact.  I'll paste their profiles on here so you'll see Who knew there was life after Imran? That, actually, there are man-boys ho are as interesting and funny? I mean, I finally can see with my heart's eyes. I've said it before, I think finally being out of love is a lot more liberating than falling in love. So much more satisfying. The other reason for logging in twice is I was being vain about my photos, and after changing the yellow one to the smokin' one, I deleted it. So there are only two on now Meh, who cares? So, I just signed in and: ta da! Abra ca dabra manu1001 27 GB Middlesex ...

I always post when I am down and feeling trapped and screeching for release. Today, I am blogging because I feel good, without knowing why. Nothing outer has changed - yet. Must be all the inner stuff. Yesterday's Successes: * I did my EFT tapping yesterday. For a good 10 minutes. After absolutely months. * I cooked bhindi/okra. * I felt like making some more mandalas or taking up painting. Haven't actually done it, but it's the inspiration that turns into reality sooner or later... * I stopped criticising myself for a little while about the fact that I still love Imran (rather, the idea of him) and still am deluding myself into thinking we'll be together, that the story hasn't quite finished. I keep thinking I'll randomly bump into him on the Tube, or somewhere in Central London. In spite of the fact that I now am convinced that I'm a nothing in his life now. He never even read all of my emails - a fact confirmed by both Tazeen and Sidra. An...