Isle of Skye

Okay... so my work consists of proofreading and checking the typos for the manual that Inshallah I'll be using at the three day weekend on 30th March.... Inshallah I'm definitely there.... And when I was helping typing it up in December/Jan, she told me to make the intention as I was writing them to relase all that was in my space. I am making a similar intention... a bit waffly, but that's because there's so much in me that I need to hash out on keyboard, in writing: I ask Allah and all of that you have created to help and assist me, including my healing team and all my buddies that I am yet to become aware of to help me release and let go and heal all of the things that I read.... that might be in my space. To completion, 100%. I thank You and all of you in advance for being there for me, for making me safe and for allowing life to unfold perfectly. Everything is perfect. I put 100% trust in You and in Life, I surrender myself to You and to Life. Help me...

  Today is about letting go, and there may be a restructuring or release of a friendship. Your priorities are changing, and today is about forgiveness, tolerance, and exercising compassion. Fast Facts About the Number 9 Theme: Encompassing a love for all, Compassion, Patience, Selfless Astro Association: Virgo Tarot Association: Hermit  Allah, thank you.... today started really challenging... the energies were all around me, buzzing, I was going insane.... I went for a walk, trees, park, lay on the grass in the rain, asking to be cleared, asking for your grace, asking for some help..... And I had to rush back because my dad scared me about having a heart attack and going to A&E now... I spoke to so many of your angels... got Ashiya's email, Sarah's email, Marium's chat, Marium's call, Farhat aunty, Sarah, my mum, Sidra... and Ali finally replied to my texts finally... he's an Aquarius, got his full DOB and time and place and did all the astro stuff......

I finally made it there, an entire year after I could have gone to meet a special someone for a date, a cheesy rose and dinner - that Lebanese restaurant would have been lovely, if a little noisy All I need to do is walk 15 minutes to the Bushey Road motorway and take the K5 at 50 minutes past the hour and am there in approx 45 minutes - on a good day, I can take the train from Raynes Park or wimbledon and be there in 10 :) Good thing he doesn't live there anymore, lives in Feltham - I would have constantly fantasised about accidentally bumping into him while obviously he'd be at work like normal, God-fearing citizens of London :P I did fantasise about going into an opticians shop and it being the one that his brother Akber works in but then I ended up in waterstone's and looking through all the angel books and cards and loved them: card one said I'm a healer and know it, card 2 said I'm a speaker and use oration, even if it doesn't seem so right now, card...

I read in Venus and Mars on a Date or in Why Venus and Mars collide that when in a relationship, be willing to run a marathon, not just go for a short sprint. That means slow and steady wins the race - or something like that. Wish Imran had been open to doing that - *sigh* New guy, funny guy, from Birmingham. I had visited his profile last week and laughed a lot and had even spoken about his profile for 5 minutes to Sarah last week. She told me to contact him. I told her I don't want to move to from London, he's Khoja and he wants chidlren, lives with his family, mentioned his parents in his profile and is younger than I am (he's actually 27 - must be a funky head day) Good news is that he saw I had looked at his profile and has the £40 membership and messaged me on Saturday :) (Jesus - what the hell? Why am I not talking about God or work? Boys, boys, boys - argh!!!) I changed my profile on Friday night/Saturday morning in one of my moods of panic and frustration...