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Sakina posted this up on FB... I thought it would be interesting to see what the fundamentalist Muslim males have to say. I didn't agree with the first 2 minutes (it's all programming - who in their right mind is going to compare Lady Mariam's story of complete chastity, mother of Jesus, living in that era, with us today? WHO?) and was going to comment, then thank Goodness wisdom and lack of true interest overtook me and I told myself to disagree with it in private.  ... then I continued to the end - because I REALLY liked the way he read it and the poetry flows. I liked the end bit. (Apart from the mention of Aisha. Sorry, that's my programming kicking in. Why oh why can't you guys use Khadija, Maria, Umm-e-Salama as examples... WHY??? Why is it always Aisha? WHY???? Umm-e-Salama was there for Hussain and for Zaynab, grandchildren of the Prophet, at the time of Karbala - loyal and honourable until the VERY end; Khadija is one of the four ladies of Paradise, ...

Had to be done

Just sending energy healing isn't enough in this world. Although, technically, all communications of mine are meant to have healing and love within them, even the really obnoxious ones. Deluded, I am. Even though the dating books tell me to ignore them this is different. This is an Imran doppelganger karmic connection that needs to be balanced IMMEDIATELY. Don't care what the transits are or the Mercury Retrograde. I am protected. And I am truly sorry... Thursday, 10:33 am Salaam Ihsan, I trust that you are keeping well :) I understand that my previous email might have been slightly insensitive and naive rather than honest and witty. When people tell me they appreciate my honesty, I still am fool enough to believe them! And I perhaps go overboard. And so you've chosen not to respond. Which is fine :) Since I've realised it, I'd just like to apologise for anything I have said that came across as mean, insensitive or rude. Or crass. I realise that I...

"I don't bite"

23 May 2012 Wassalaam Ihsan! :) I trust you are well and enjoying your time in Johannesburg... can I ask you a favour? I'm sure you've known many girls called Sukaina in your time, and they were okay with you calling them a nickname, but I'd rather be called Sukaina for now. Especially since you don't really know me. I trust you not to butcher the pronunciation, as most people tend to do. No, I have written much longer emails to one specific guy. Having said that, I really enjoy expressing myself through writing. I have been blessed with an excellent memory. I remember almost all the people whose profiles I have read on this website. Plus, you might be the only person I have come across living in South Africa. Although, I must say, your "What I'm looking for" section is pure gold as far as good writing is concerned. It will be great to see you create that with the right person :) Iqbal's good. I like inspirational poetry. I like Rumi; I li...

Pitterpat

It's a beautiful song, Tazeen tagged me, it's more her kind of song, I don't usually go for these songs...it's lovely though.... and... I can no longer relate to any of these heartbreak songs... which is refreshing. And liberating. A few minutes later... Well, I thought so, until I just did a few yoga poses to start my exercise routine and remembered Imran and started crying. Sigh. What is it with me being so EMO? Then I went to his Facebook profile and just kept saying I'm sorry for being so nasty to him. Gosh... my more aware question is show me how I can completely forgive myself for doing that, please. Spoke to Sidra: she said I was coming across as intimidated, which was accurate. Said that I'm using all the healing stuff as an excuse to not start living my life. She even said that her client, a 16 year old girl, asked how I was because she picked up from my email that I was sad... Jesus, even her clients are more gifted, open and aware than I am !...

Artemis Persephone

Copied from my O Healer, Heal Thyself blog. I don't even know how to begin this... or what title to put to this. Let's start with what made me post here. Les enfants. Apparently, my choice to not procreate is causing a block to my finding the right person to marry. Fascinating how the aunts and the single men of my community can casually box you straight away the moment you mention this. Fascinating  how you have to use Energetic NLP magnets and vacuum cleaners on the  inside of your brain to continually remove all the thought forms, limiting  beliefs and programmes people carelessly send your way. And to release  all the blocks and all the hooks that allow them to even vibrate at your  frequency or to trigger you in the first place. FASCINATING! Fascinating  how, the more energies you feel you release, the more wired and alien  you feel when you unwittingly go to places where you just absorb so much  energy... and feel like you are...

600 watts

  Today is about letting go, and there may be a restructuring or release of a friendship. Your priorities are changing, and today is about forgiveness, tolerance, and exercising compassion. Fast Facts About the Number 9 Theme: Encompassing a love for all, Compassion, Patience, Selfless Astro Association: Virgo Tarot Association: Hermit  Allah, thank you.... today started really challenging... the energies were all around me, buzzing, I was going insane.... I went for a walk, trees, park, lay on the grass in the rain, asking to be cleared, asking for your grace, asking for some help..... And I had to rush back because my dad scared me about having a heart attack and going to A&E now... I spoke to so many of your angels... got Ashiya's email, Sarah's email, Marium's chat, Marium's call, Farhat aunty, Sarah, my mum, Sidra... and Ali finally replied to my texts finally... he's an Aquarius, got his full DOB and time and place and did all the astro stuff......