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I read his email at eleven in the morning. He made me cry. Because he made me feel so loved. I am glad he is so nice, uncomplicated and lovely... really. He's a 7-7, and an 11-2 - like me. Except I have two of each - lol. That's why we are attracted - the 7-7. A lovely vibration.

Maybe he is one of the people in my life who love me - in his weird way. Accepts me for who I am. Our five years of friendship have to count for something... all the emails he has sent me, all his support.

Allah, please bless my little man-beast. Since you've already brought Imran to his Eve, please let Umair find the best person for himself - in the right time. Thank you.

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23 March 2012 19:51, Sukaina Juma wrote:

I thought of you when I saw this poster... because you call them kitteh, too.

How are you? 
Sukaina :)

 

 










From: Umair Alam
To: Sukaina Juma
Sent: Saturday, 24 March 2012, 21:29
Subject: Re:

l0l. My 0 butt0n is fucked s0 I am using zer0.

Anyway. I didn't call them kitteh, the internet did in l0lspeak and l0lcatz...pr0b 0riginated fr0m 4chan.

I'm fine. Settled in I guess. Started playing squash after w0rk.....well did it f0r 2 days...phir weekend aagaya. H0pe t0 c0ntinue next week.  Gaining weight t00...unf0rtunately. All this f00d and n0 regular exercise.

Anyway. Y0u tell? H0w is life in L0nd0n? W0rking? What are ur plans? Haven't f0und any p0tential husbands?

Take care Suks,
Umair

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