Isle of Skye

I finally made it there, an entire year after I could have gone to meet a special someone for a date, a cheesy rose and dinner - that Lebanese restaurant would have been lovely, if a little noisy All I need to do is walk 15 minutes to the Bushey Road motorway and take the K5 at 50 minutes past the hour and am there in approx 45 minutes - on a good day, I can take the train from Raynes Park or wimbledon and be there in 10 :) Good thing he doesn't live there anymore, lives in Feltham - I would have constantly fantasised about accidentally bumping into him while obviously he'd be at work like normal, God-fearing citizens of London :P I did fantasise about going into an opticians shop and it being the one that his brother Akber works in but then I ended up in waterstone's and looking through all the angel books and cards and loved them: card one said I'm a healer and know it, card 2 said I'm a speaker and use oration, even if it doesn't seem so right now, card...

I've logged into the website twice today - because I'm the guy from Mauritius is interested and so I wanna talk to him in French :D - I also looked up some guys - one of them is so funny and to others ere eloquent etc, if not my type. One of them I'd love to have just as a FB friend or contact.  I'll paste their profiles on here so you'll see Who knew there was life after Imran? That, actually, there are man-boys ho are as interesting and funny? I mean, I finally can see with my heart's eyes. I've said it before, I think finally being out of love is a lot more liberating than falling in love. So much more satisfying. The other reason for logging in twice is I was being vain about my photos, and after changing the yellow one to the smokin' one, I deleted it. So there are only two on now Meh, who cares? So, I just signed in and: ta da! Abra ca dabra manu1001 27 GB Middlesex ...

http://images.pictureshunt.com/pics/p/peace_quote-2206.jpeg I started freaking out last night after watching the news about the rioting. Prayed salaat, and felt a little better after sending healing and du'a. Then again, this morning, felt scared to go out for my appointment with Mark the employment advisor dude. He had asked me to go in to Sutton. Also, just sad that people have lost their businesses and their homes... and now have read that a man died from the Croydon riots last night. And also, really sad to see that the people who are doing this are in nasha and in the dark - and that I am no better than they... because they are my shadow. Our society's shadow rising to the surface, so we can deal with it appropriately this time, one hopes. Olive sent a mass email this morning: she and Di had arranged for a special Change The world session in the evening for the UK. Felt such a sense of peace after reading it - peace, peace, peace... salaam! Yes, I can finally...