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Today is about letting go, and there may be a restructuring or release of a friendship. Your priorities are changing, and today is about forgiveness, tolerance, and exercising compassion.

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About the Number 9
Theme: Encompassing a love for all, Compassion, Patience, Selfless
Astro Association: Virgo
Tarot Association: Hermit 


Allah, thank you.... today started really challenging... the energies were all around me, buzzing, I was going insane.... I went for a walk, trees, park, lay on the grass in the rain, asking to be cleared, asking for your grace, asking for some help.....

And I had to rush back because my dad scared me about having a heart attack and going to A&E now... I spoke to so many of your angels... got Ashiya's email, Sarah's email, Marium's chat, Marium's call, Farhat aunty, Sarah, my mum, Sidra... and Ali finally replied to my texts finally... he's an Aquarius, got his full DOB and time and place and did all the astro stuff... SUE ME! :P His profile said he turned 37 and I was like, eh? He was 36 last week!


I asked him if he was free the coming weekend, after speaking to Sarah who told me to just do it! Be different, be confident,... it gets easier..... He said he might be, will let me know later on to confirm.

Farhat Aunty asked me to stay over on Friday. It might be Saturday... depending on which day I'm meeting Ali.


My mum said not to stress about the clothes, work and the Ali thing and my health are more important. If I don't get clothes, not the end of the world, right? Ideal to have new clothes, not essential. Everything is unfolding perfectly.


Whoever is sending me healing or if I'm allowing myself to heal, thank you Allah.


Thank you for Thy grace.


I'm avoiding Tazeen.... not checking FB because she might have written back.


Sidra needs me to work, work, work. So doing that. Thank goodness I am not going to Nottingham.... jsut the mention of Samuel makes my skin crawl.


OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Tazeen just called me to tell me it's okay... that she knew I'd go into the frenzy I've been in the entire day and to tell me it's okay, some people have big egos and we don't want to work with those people anyway. Re that not so accommodating email I received this morning.


I dedicate this to her :) one of the BEST love songs EVER!!!!! No man deserves this song... only my best friends... and Tazeen.....







ALLAH, THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The book from the library.... something something Grace and my duas in the rain and Thy grace,....... holy HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There are angels all around me in human form!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HOLY HELL!!!!

I was laughing at the idle person thingy, because I was remembering Ashiya and walking with her in the park.... and then I was laughing at Imran and his unawakened way of being... bless... FASCINATING what we do with the awareness we have... ME INCLUDED!!!!!!


"I'm happily married now".... hahaha..... well, I can't sense your energy as such, my initial thoughts are that I think it's a load of bollocks, but for argument's sake, let's pretend it's true.


I win, then, buster... I've been praying so hard you find the right girl for you, because that means I'll find my twin flame that much quicker.... your happiness still means the world to me, in spite of that 26 year old girl whose still hurting.... and sad and misses you.... it's the vibrational escrew... and Ali is in my vibration right now because that is where I am currently....


So win-win, my dearest man-boy, le naif mec-gars..... totally clueless!!!! He doesn't realise I AM psychic when I allow myself to be.


I still love you unconditionally, you dumbass! Not a THING you can do to stop me.... MUHAHAHAHA!!!!! You chose to be my first love, and I was lame enough to choose you :P Ach.... whatever! I think I don't need this crap next lifetime... you either resign as a mean soul mate and be a nice one or just bugger off :)


My vibration is love of above.... 500 hertz or above and that's that!!!!!

Watch London glow, watch me glow, watch me light up the world with my own unique sparkle and shine out unconditional love.... and spirit and all the rest of it... watch me, watch me.... I AM LIGHT!

Allah, I am truly GRATEFUL. Bless Muhammad, aale Muhammad, my parents and every single person and being that exists.... we are all one.

Yes, that includes Samuel and Imran too :) Somehow, we are connected :P

Miracles and love and everything is fine, everything is there..... calm down Suki... energies still high... ground... ground...... and Imran is "married" now, so that's such a relief :)

He scared the shit out of me though... paranoid bacha. Couldn't handle all that intensity crap :P Like, seriously, the dude is weird. But I am done healing him, fixing him, facilitating him. He's a healer with a 7-7, can heal himself :P
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