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Hmmm...

Dammit.


The Problem


Depression 

Meaning:
An important part of your life is presently in a stage of petrification. There is nothing you can do except be­come aware of the process and identify with the inner persona which is responsible. You have been lulled into resting upon the "Seat of Forgetting". You called for it yourself in order to be spared the truth. There is some­thing specific you don't want to accept, and the price you pay is darkness and emptiness. 









The Way Throught the Problem


The Symbolon

Meaning:
You are confronted by the stairway to the temple of meaning in your relationship. Don't hesitate to climb it. Your path is clear now Instead of looking for faults in your partner (that would be a step backwards), look con­sciously ahead and foster the vision of a higher goal: not a goal which serves to fulfil your subjective wants, but one leading to the birth of spiritual togetherness. 









The Outcome


Deliverance

Meaning:
You've hatched from the shell - it's cold outside. But you know it is all part of becoming an adult. Time will give you strength; the soul will grow its "feathers". And this, according to Plato, is the most important thing that can happen. 













More Guidance


Pythia

Meaning:
You cling to specific advice or a prophecy someone has made. You've fallen into a trap. The source of your own inluition has run dry because you have diverted the waters of your soul to a foreign riverbed. You will never solve the puzzle this way. 












OK, this last one. I can understand it. But I shan't say. Because whatever is to happen, vvill. I am done analyzing my entire existence. why this... why that... why after getting over, it restarts? BLAH. MEH. 

I miss you, and that's okay too. I still miss you, and that's okay. I am not resisting it anymore. 

I miss you, I miss you, I miss you.

May you have a most fantabulous Ramadhan - and may I have one too.... 

I really miss you.... pathetic, and it's okay. It's okay. Everyone does this. It's okay. It's okay. 

I still haven't gotten closure. It's going to be a year since you first came into my life, either the 14th of Ramadhan or the 23rd of August - see, I'm still doing the dates thing. The obsessing thing, the stalking thing.

I miss you, I miss hanging out with you - and that's okay.

I may still be in love with you, and that's okay.

what can one do?

NOTHING.

Let it be. 

well, actually, I can get my life coach to help me get over you once and for all. Hud hoti hai, yaar. How much of my life am I to waste in pining for someone?

All cords and all contracts destroyed. All residual karma ended.


I am the all-powerful healer. If I can't heal this stupid, annoying aspect of my life... then wtf is the use of anything?


But, honestly, how the hell can I STILL MISS YOU AFTER ALL THIS TIME?!?!?!?!


AAAARRRGGGGHHHH. GRRRRRRRRRR.


Talk about staying power. No premature ejaculation here, at least on the karmic, spiritual level. And even on the visual fantasy level... a lot of staying power there, not that I ever doubted that. Hehehe (okay, lovely creature reading this, ignore me - my libido has increased to significant levels in the last two weeks)


Out, damned man-boy spot, OUT! 

Boy, I hope it's not karma to the extent that Lady Macbeth has... grrr.

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