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Never write emails when half suicidal and brain melting due to sinuses. Wtf is that about devrishes!? Dervishes love being dervishes! Imran's writing had improved. I read a few lines now tired. Saw Naveed and practised indifference. Leslie sucks my energy man. Have to clear now. Salaam Imran, This is technically not a communication. Please NB that. Bold it, highlight it, underline it. I finally understand your boundaries and fully respect them. I'm only emailing you because I really thought you'd want to do one of the courses for free. I'm sure there's something you still don't know. Like the beauty one, your daily skin routine is very important! Being serious, there's some on online marketing, graphic design, blogging etc. You or anyone else you know who'd appreciate a free course. I only just found the link, but you have 20 hours so... still enough time. The free voucher offer expires in 20 hours so be quick. Sha...

My healing is reaching completion... I fantasised for two days and also succumbed to imagining making love to him this morning.... as crazy shit like him leaving his wife and shit like that. fucked. I get the feeling I did some horrible things to the both of them in previous lifetimes... games. Possession. Saving this... Conversation started Sunday 13/07/2014 03:33 Imran Lakha Sa, you poked me twice? What's up? How's fasting going? Sunday 13/07/2014 12:38 Sukaina Juma Salaam.... ummm, I poked you twice because you poked me first? Thought it was a friendly thing to do, seeing as I haven't had time to reply to your email yet What's the etiquette on these things, I never know how humans work these days fasting could be better, I've had to skip half of them due to health. Just can't take the dehydration. Is it possible to become less pious though you're praying t become more saintly? I wonder How's...

So first things first, accept my friend request... Judgement? You kidding right?! That's not sarcasm, that's astonishment.... In fact I'm very calm and love our comvos. Imran Lakha

Sidra's The Awakening has some side effects... but if I had let him go, it wouldn't have mattered at all. I wouldn't have made a big deal of it and had to wait until the PTP in order to respond to him. Fuck. Awareness is key. This is for record for the new Sukaina Juma, she might enjoy reading my posts... might not. God knows why he kept the old email... blah. I deleted all of them last year... as in 2012. I re read the email, such a load of bollocks.... fucked up, I am. He sorted himself out, I didn't. Even the email I sent on Saturday, I now see I could have edited out a LOT of it. Oh well... sucks to be me. I'm leaving this planet. Fucked. ****** Monday 13 January 2014, 11:38 am Salaams Sukaina,   How are you?  Obviously this is very random of me to email you out of the blue, but thought i'd message you as I wanted to make sure you are still breathing in clean fresh air! Let me know otherwise... ;)   How is life?   Regards...

Dear Team! Please use this to clear your personal auric field when the issue feels more intense then the energy showers. Become present in your body take few deep breaths. Command Code : Healing Team in the highest will and good of all, I command the activation of a quantum healing and clearing multi-dimensionally  through my aura and subtle bodies to action balance and harmony and to create an alignment and integration with higher levels and dimensions and the Christ consciousness fields. Archangels and angels of healing, I command a quantum spin rotation to release any programme and patterns relating to hostile, dis harmonic and adverse energies including anger and apathy, anxiety and aggression, chaos and congestion, confrontation and conflict, despair and depression, fear and frustration, guilt and grief, hopelessness and heartbreak, illness and indulgence, lack and loneliness, miscommunication and misery, resentment and resistance, shame and sacrifice...

Ali Asgar, 31 Jan 2012: WS Sukaina, just prayed for you. I got off work a few mins ago and I'll come over and meet you if you're ok with it? 44 78278 843750 Ruhy aunty 2pm 6 Feb 2013 Slms this I wrote last nite but never got to send u. Luv u xx was good to see you yest. xx Btw mamma is waiting here to find out if you reached. I am in bed and she is at the edge of it. now am sure she will go to sleep. She wants u to be my bahu. Liked u lots. So its not moshi anymore u must come for but zahir abbas as mamma intimated :) he has his whiskers intact unlike mr moshi. Ur choice. Lol :p Auzmah - March 2013 Hi Sukaina look fwd to seeing you tomorrow :) my add is 24a Warham Road, south Croydon, CR2 6LA Zeenat, 2 May 2013, 6:16pm Slms, was really looking foreard to u coming over. Its not formal so u will be quite at ease. Will even offer u a bed :) I was gonna drop u bak home anywys... pls come.. pretty please xxx Sidra 8 May 2013 8pm I love you sukaina. Thank you for b...

Sukaina Juma Salaam , even though you've not read any of the previous messages, I hope you read this one... my psychic powers may be a bit fried... How are you? I'm hoping you're feeling really well right now. How is Mr Moshi? I told him psychically to come and play with you as he's been skiving... so I hope he has been doing his job. How is everyone at home? Mum, Dad, Z-A, Zaynab, nani? Has anything shifted regarding the anger? Are emotions coming up? I feel that they may be and you're not going bonkers. I added you to the healing at my workshop this weekend too so please drink lots of water and relax as much as you can, be in silence for at least a little bit, meditate. Also worked on our ancestral patterns that we are validating... our great grand father... key link to some key stuff to do with both our dads, and us. If you get any insights, urges, visions, dreams... that's cool.... just know that we did massive massive work today. Als...