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Thursday: Today's mini-rant: I have been feeling quite homesick for the past two weeks. Then today, a fellow compatriot gave me extremely bad customer service and wiped all that out of my heart. She reminded me of the stuff people do to protect what they feel is an attack to their person. She took out 80% of my eyebrows by threading them to an inch of their lives, then when I actually burst out crying because I have an interview next week and she's effectively ruined the entire shape, she blamed me: YOU should have told ME that you just wanted them shaped and not thinned. Well, honey, I not only have received shoddy service but you've placed blame on me. I will definitely not be using your services again. Second time I've been blamed this year for someone giving me bad service... and both have been desis from my own country. I am no longer homesick. Sad, but this is what I attract from my own people.     I'm observing today as the day of Arafah,...

Giving Up...

Giving Up Once-And-For-All I’ve been reading through old journals, finding the ends of threads for the book I am writing. It’s a humbling experience. Repeatedly- sometimes only days apart- I have written in celebration and gratitude about realizing an insight or perspective that seems to clear all confusion and offer new possibilities for health and happiness. The humbling part is that the content of these insights are often very similar, if not identical to each other. Reading, I groan and think, “Oh good grief! When am I going to get this once and for all?” My friend, Peter Marmorek, teaches an online writing course. One of the warm-ups he uses is- “What is the lesson you keep learning over and over throughout your life?” The question assumes that forgetting and re-discovering things we feel are significant is a universal experience, and so perhaps not the personal failure we sometimes fear it is. We spiritual types are fond of phrases like, “It’s about the jo...

Wednesday

Guided From Within The energy today is very fluid, open and light, can you feel it??? It feels like grace is working through us to bring us right back to ourselves.... Today is a great day to nurture YOU!!! Go for a beautiful walk, meditate, share space with a friend, BE with nature, create a day that tomorrow you can look back on and say "Wow, what an amazing day I had". The wind here is blowing away all old "stuff" and it just feels so liberating.. Nature teaches us so much and today it's about flowing, moving and sensing.... Find a path or better yet CREATE one that really truly makes your heart smile and your eyes light up.... Let your heart lead the way as these floaty, Neptune energies allow us to float to the sound of our own song.. YES... Dance to the beat of YOUR own drum and share WHO you are with the world.. If you feel like going within and not sharing, well, do that....EVERYTHING IS WELCOME!!!! Many messages, feelings, guidanc...

Randomness

My body stil lfeels as though I have been hit by a monster truck. I have bruises on my right forearm. Legs, joints, knees... all paining. Back... a good pain. Spine, rather. Got my spine, someone has my back. My head is not here... I'm half here, half not. I\m thinking of doing an ENLP clearing to help me out. I wanna sleep. I have the telephone interview tomorrow qith lvoely EMily at 1:30 pm. Allah khair karega. I felt like making love last night and did... first with the so called new guy who doesn't want to marry me... then of course I was tempted and went back to Imran. He sets me on fire, I feel safe with him. I really orgasm with his energy. End of. Not going to judge myself. I love making love to him and since we aren't getting married, it's cool. The love for him is there and is completely not attached. I'm making the best of my situation. It's not as though I'm forcing him, he loves it too... married, not married whatever. I'm done with ...

Tuesday, 11 Master day

Elizabeth Peru Lots of changes are happening for everyone. It may seem like you don't know what is coming next & YOU'RE RIGHT! ♥ Now instead of thinking that means OH O, what if it means WOW! Be surprised let in the WOW ♥ Elizabeth Peru   Love drives you mad from revelation to revelation through ordeal after ordeal until humble and broken you are carried tenderly into the heart of the rose. ~ Rumi Guided From Within Happy birthday to all of you deep, mysterious, loyal and sensitive Scorpios out there!!! This month is certainly going to allow us all to dive into the depths of our hearts, swim with grace through our souls and wallow or rise with our emotions... If we can let go and FEEL, what will be revealed this month could be quite monumental.... Today again has been light, happy and quiet.. With a lot going on around me I still find such stillness and gratitude just being soft and being present.. My lesson right now is patience.....

Sunday night

  Be A Part Of The Shift 2012 Cobra Portal 2012 in the year of thee Water Naga; DAY OF DECISION !! 10.21.2012- Have you decided which path to walk which will bring you into a divine completion ((( 9 ))) to reach to the Zero-point for you to start back on ((( 1 ))) ? If so are you ready to take the final steps in order to walk yourself Home? Co-Assisting to Fully Exist !! Thank You for participating in this cyber community with your energy- imprint through mails, posts, insight-full comments (sometimes sassy but deeply rejuvinating), do know that you are uplifting my days as I am going through my own initiations. Bows. Stay aligned & empowered. Today I am 1 of many to share this reminder & activation; It is time to take action! It is time to take the destiny of our world in our own hands! Therefore we will meet in groups large and small, as individuals and couples, on the Day of Decision at the beginning of the second Window of Opportunity....

saturday

Two Sunday, Oct 21st, 2012 Yesterday Today Tomorrow Dreams and psychic 'insights' will not be unusual for you today. You'll be a master problem solver when it comes to personality issues. Others are drawn to you in a real and lasting way. Your tact and wisdom will have a profound influence on others. Lee Harris You are living at a time of rapid acceleration. This cannot be understated and it is the sentence of the day – how fast everything is nowadays and it will get faster. It will not slow down, but you will slow down within it. That’s the interesting thing. You will get more used to the speed. The speed will become more timeless to you. ~~Zachary through Lee, from The Mastery of Channeling DON'T VOTE in 2012 - OPT OUT of the GAME The first and most important step in one's liberation is when One finally realizes that he/she is not truly free. Just Channelings Illuminations ☌ Saturday October 20,...