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I decided to come to the library after hanging out for three hours at Morden Hall Park this morning. Pick up some imspiration from the books in the library - I still have to pay off the £8 fine and so can't borrow any books so come here and flip the pages and read what I'm meant to read. I danced a lot at Morden Hall Park to my iPod - making sure no one was about, of course. The duckies and birdies seemed to like my moves like Jagger ;-) My heart - o dearie me - who knew that not lonly have I blocked and shut down all this love for my entire life but that it still lingers for what we had. I didn't get a response from him - I suppose that's typical of his pattern. *shrugs* No longer an issue. I love/d him. Yesterday early morning, I suspended my SimplyShia account and wrote that I just realised that I still hate doing this and also hate saying no to people or being rejected and perhaps I'm not ready yet. There was a decent and intelligent sounding guy who sen...

From: Sukaina Juma [mailto:sukaina@ymail.com] Sent: 07 September 2011 22:33 To: Imran Lakha (ilakha) Subject: Hey Imran, old buddy, old pal,   Are you stalking me on SimplyShia? My profile ain't that interesting :)   How are you? :)   Oh, and just in case you still have those MP3s of Dua e Kumayl and Dua e Iftitah by Abathar I sent you back in the day, can you send them to me? I deleted all the emails and forgot to save the MP3 files before doing so - doh! then my computer crashed so I lost them from my hard disk :(   Belated Eid Mubarak :)   Sukaina Thursday, 8 September 2011, 11:30 Salaam Sukaina,   Thanks for reaching out… I’m doing well by the Grace of God. You?  If you’re referring to my visit to your profile then yes I did… you seem softer and more open than before, which is always good. Unfortunately I had my laptop re-imaged and lost a great deal of information, including my emails. Apologies.  Lastly Eid ...

manu1001 is stalking me :P HMPH! I ain't emailing him :P Although I am tempted to, but he isn't going to react the way I imagine in my head - I think he may have changed his profile for my benefit again - I shall check And the guy I liked (Faith and Peace) and sent a salaam to yesterday, he looked my profile and didn't message me - meh - I guess I'm too kooky for him Oh w ell - w hatever Men suck! MUHAHAHA! I'm out of all of their leagues :P And Vasheen from Mauritius - I'm not sure ho w long before he realises that it's not going any where - soon I hope - because I ain't saying no And Kazam has stopped stalking me - bechara - thank God - IA he'll get the best woman for him - it just ain't me manu1001 27 Ja'fari/Ithna'asheri Middlesex,GB My friends would describe me as Easygoing, Enthusiastic, Intelligent, Reflective, Spontaneous Where are all the real Muslim Women, who understand the meaning of Hijab??? I graduated in...

The Problem Mnemosyne   Meaning: The waters of Lethe flow through your soul, leaving no chance to remember. You deny the (feminine) healer within you and suffer from a spell of forgetting. Day­light fades around you. But Mnemosyne would like to make contact with you, let you know that your problem can only be solved by remembering.  The Way Throught the Problem Disaster Meaning: You won't be spared the path leading into the under­world of your relationship. You have become trapped by serious commitments but will emerge more mature and continue on your way.  The Outcome Separation Meaning: You have created your o»ti freedom both within and without the relationship and can now live. You can always feel your wings.   More Guidance T...

These things are really beginning to crack me up! Courtesy Symbolon If only I kne hat this means in my real life :) Or rather, hat I can no do about this so I can be open and aare and free :)   More Guidance The Mother Meaning: Your feelings - the waters of your soul - are being dried up by the inner child which says "NO" and the "NO" which closes off your inner being. You are fright­ened of feeling your own self, scared of your feminine aspect and the powerlessness it might generate. The Problem The Family   Meaning: You have contributed to the creation of a third force but refuse to become involved. You refuse to accept it spir­itually, choosing to give the third force over for adop­tion instead.  The Way Throught the Problem Disaster Meaning: You won't be spared the path leading into the under­world of your relationship. You have...

I've logged into the website twice today - because I'm the guy from Mauritius is interested and so I wanna talk to him in French :D - I also looked up some guys - one of them is so funny and to others ere eloquent etc, if not my type. One of them I'd love to have just as a FB friend or contact.  I'll paste their profiles on here so you'll see Who knew there was life after Imran? That, actually, there are man-boys ho are as interesting and funny? I mean, I finally can see with my heart's eyes. I've said it before, I think finally being out of love is a lot more liberating than falling in love. So much more satisfying. The other reason for logging in twice is I was being vain about my photos, and after changing the yellow one to the smokin' one, I deleted it. So there are only two on now Meh, who cares? So, I just signed in and: ta da! Abra ca dabra manu1001 27 GB Middlesex ...