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Hmmm... interesting

I've logged into the website twice today - because I'm the guy from Mauritius is interested and so I wanna talk to him in French :D - I also looked up some guys - one of them is so funny and to others ere eloquent etc, if not my type. One of them I'd love to have just as a FB friend or contact.

 I'll paste their profiles on here so you'll see


Who knew there was life after Imran? That, actually, there are man-boys ho are as interesting and funny? I mean, I finally can see with my heart's eyes.

I've said it before, I think finally being out of love is a lot more liberating than falling in love. So much more satisfying.

The other reason for logging in twice is I was being vain about my photos, and after changing the yellow one to the smokin' one, I deleted it. So there are only two on now Meh, who cares?

So, I just signed in and: ta da! Abra ca dabra


manu1001 27 GB Middlesex
Syed Riz 30 PK Sind
aouny 27 GB London
mohamad ali 33 GB London
razasyed 29 GB London
faizy 27 GB South Yorkshire
Rooney 26 GB West Yorkshire


Sukaina finally registers back on Imran's radar. It says he looked at my profile. I am surprised.

And then when there is absolutely no excitement or triumph or hope or desire for him - when I am just blank and neutral.. I stretch my arms and say with feeling

Thank You, Allah.. thank you for healing me and healing my heart and finally removing the painfully obsessive love for him from my heart.

Tee hee!

I'm, seriously OVER it!!!

Yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay!!!

:D

Yay! Yay!

*Suki dances and shakes her butt coz she finally freed herself from her first love*

Yayyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!

I can actually breathe easily now - see, that's why I did it - subconsciously Allah needed to show me I am over him, not dragging him ith me anymore and am free to move ahead and find my true husband :)

Yay!!!!!!

God bless you, my dear Imran... I am freeeeeeeeeee! And so are you - but I am freer than you, because you never were in love with me muhahahahahaha!

:D

A few minutes later: he was on an hour ago - hen I as sleeping in the grass and praying to Allah to help me feel better. He's gone and bloody actually written something in his profile. So not the guy for me.

manu1001
27
Ja'fari/Ithna'asheri
Middlesex,GB
My friends would describe me as
Easygoing, Enthusiastic, Intelligent, Reflective, Spontaneous
hmmm.....
If gaining wealth is your thing, then you and i shall never be happy. I am a simple man, who enjoys the finer things in life. Be it going to see family without a fuss or an issue or attending the mosque. I prefer to settle differences in time, instead of rushing and creating a bigger mess. I am calm, composed, witty, simple, easy going and educated. I graduated in 2006 in e-business, which allowed me to enter a field i enjoy currently. I work for Cisco Systems in the Data Centre BU looking at helping companies build and manage large enterprises. I enjoy travelling, learning new skills and above all providing for my family. I do not live with my parents, but i visit frequently as i wish to be actively involved in their lives.
Last active : 1 Hours ago

My ego wants me to put this on record: on his profile, he's put his ideal partner is anyone between 20 - 27 years of age. And a 20-year old now was an 18-year old 2 years ago - he had objections then. Not any longer. So he has changed - hmm...

Okay, seriously - END OF.

My heart is hurting a little bit, but that's just because of the harsh energy coming from his updated profile. I can feel the old stuck energies of anger rising up, I'll clear them with magnets.

At least Allah listened to my dua and I am feeling good enough physically to do change the world in an hour's time, although I wanna also do the miracles workshop again. My body feels like I smashed it somewhere. Clearing process can be tough. Clearing old energies and patterns and ego death is tough.

Need a miracle, dude. Lots and lots of them.
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