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Koi Aye Na

I am so in love with this cheesy love song, it's SAD! His voice is really beautiful, though: like satin :)



Although, Ali Khan needs to change the lyrics to Koi Dhung Ka Aye Na.

Kazam (stalker boy from SimplyShia website) added me on Skype again last night. I spoke to him without adding him and he said he's been missing me blah blah. How I wish I could tell him he's only attracted to my high vibration and not to me - he obviously is in need of healing. Because honestyl folks, there are women a lot hotter and thinner and willing to get married to him than I am, so why can't he fantasize about them?

I actually went as far as telling him that I'm changing my religion.

And then, this silly boy added me on Fb and he's odd. And skanky. No judgements, but I'd rather not have a guy on my list who comments Yummy Mummy on women on his list who put provocative photos up and has not a single photo on his facebook profile and doesn't even say why he's added me. I was going to keep him, because he wrote some idiotic thing, but I think I'm going to delete him now. I mean, I'm being open to the universe, but not to dumbasses :P Note verything is a sign. Except maybe a sign to stop attracting dumbasses into my life, and to increase my privacy setting so randoms stop adding me to their lists :P


  07 October

Suki Jay  Hi, you've added me to your friends list. Do I know you?


  10 October

Abdul Issack  I am bande khuda like you - if I don't then we can know each other


  10 October

Suki Jay LOL - that's kind of hard when you've limited your profile and I can't see anything at all!

I suppose I would like to know why you decided to add me without writing first or giving your reasons - that's all. How did you come across my profile, anyway?

I don't usually add people I don't know in real life to my list unless there's a very good reason to do so :)

Take care :)



   Well - you popped up in People you might know section

Some mystery should be left in the revelation of character, just as a great deal of mystery is always left in the revelation of character in life, even in one's own character to himself.

Suki Jay

*puzzled expression*

All I know is that I've had experience with secretive and "mysterious" guys in the past and I am not repeating my past mistakes if I can help it - my soul doesn't need another pummelling


  Yesterday

Abdul Issack  Haven't we all - no problem - no harm in trying - Right !!

Have a good life and remember us in ur prayers :)



  Yesterday

Suki Jay lol :) Oh what the heck! Let's see, shall we?


There, I've deleted him. Argh. I'm not going to be a FB promiscuous befriender. That part doesn't change :P I am not the only healer in da house, they can go grab someone else :P

Then another guy from Islamabad messages me, and when I finally saw the message and replied, he wrote that I'm writing back on his sister's death anniversay and he'sstressed and depressed.

AAARGH!


Where the heck are all these people getting my profile from?

Again, note that the only perosn I want in my life (until his replacement gets off his lazy arse and comes into my life), is least bothered with me!!!!


How on earth does this make any sense?!!!

Then just now, I said I'll pray for Islamabad guy's sister and I sent him this beautiful Coke Studio song.... whatever :P






I don't make sense, I know. You can check out the O Healer blog to see how nuts I've become :P


Still got that virus fever thingy :P


And now I feel like emailing Umair this song, becuase Raheel used to be in kaavish and we went to FPS together all three of us.... argh!!!!


I am an idiot!!!


Oh and that Abdul Issack didn't even have the decency to credit Tennessee Williams for that quote :P


Some mystery should be left in the revelation of character in a play, just as a great deal of mystery is always left in the revelation of character in life, even in one's own character to himself.
~ Tennessee Williams

Boys are dumb, throw rocks at them!!! *shakes fist*
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