Isle of Skye

The Problem Affliction   Meaning: You have lost you agility at present. Your movements are inert and lame; you cannot advance. You still haven't understood why this point in your development is so important that you have to stay there for a long time. The Way Throught the Problem The Quantum Leap Meaning: You will have to take the leap somewhere along the way. You land on a new plane of consciousness and leave the old one behind. This leap always involves an element of risk, perhaps even risking that (old) friends will think you are mad and not want anything to do with you. The Outcome The Vampire Meaning: The vampire will die. This frightens you, but it is the cure. It doesn't mean a complete death: the vampire stealing part of your life will surface and die in the light of consciousness, creating space for a new beginning. More Guidance Separation Meaning: You don't want to accept that two parallel stretches of track have been cut by new plans, that your paths ta...

After Stonehenge... Artemis Persephone 27 , Ja'fari/Ithna'asheri , Greater London , United Kingdom  " Trusting that Life is unfolding in perfect Divine Order, whether I know it or not... He knows best."  A few words about mePale sunlight, pale the wall. Love moves away. The light changes. I need more grace than I thought. ~ Rumi I would like to find the best possible soul mate to commit to and marry.  I'm a spiritual person and am exploring various avenues. I am also training in energy healing. On the material level, I may come across as a drifter. That would be an accurate assessment. I do not wish to have any children and this might always be the case. Too much responsibility. I can only stand them for short periods of time - I chose my username for a reason - Google it. I keep changing my profile because I don't know what I need to write here in order to start finding extremely COMPATIBLE men, who happen to be of the Shia p...

Dear Angels, I would appreciate your intervention into my love life so that I feel fulfilled romantically. Please guide me with signs so that I can take appropriate steps to increase the romance in my life. Doreen Virtue Official Fan Page Sonia Choquette When you find yourself in transition, confusion, or uncertain of where things are headed, rather than act or over-react with anxiety or fear, take a breath and allow yourself a little space so that you might tune into your Higher Self, and allow it to take the lead. Simply say, "Higher Self, lead the way. Move my mind, move my heart, move my body in the direction of my highest good at this time and in this circumstance." Then relax, maybe stretch if possible, and wait to be moved by the spirit. If you sincerely surrender to your spirit, and to the path of love and light, you will naturally move toward the most positive path open to you. Try it. You'll see it is true.

Imran not in my life.... and in my fantasies and under my skin and in my being... I'm making new cords, not releasing them... Sidra rocketing in 2012 and me messing up... Me feeling so restless and wanting a holiday... Me not doing jack with my life... what the hell? Maybe you are meant to facilitate others in this lifetime... find out who you are, be who you are.... So dehydrated I can't even cry... overweight, overeating and not exercising... MrMan on the website is the only semi decent and doesn't have membership... Trust Your Intuition... chapter Tazeen is writing better poetry... and I have stopped... "What do I need to learn that once I learn it, I can heal this rift between us?" Self acceptance and acknowledgement.... I asked her... no, he won't write back to you.... So why do I still love you, think of you... live like a living corpse, mourning your loss... listening to sad Hindi film songs about separation.... jiss koh kho jaan...

How do I know? A sense of things moving or not moving? A sense of envy and jealousy coming up and then almost automatically dying down because there is no use. I said Alhamdulillah yesterday.... I felt safe... I wrote 2,800 words... I came home safely and had the most beautiful clear night... Still had to release my sexual passion for Imran... I do not want to leave him be... and it's not like he's complaining... cannot believe how screwed up this is... he's still not telling me why he just doesn't want to be with me. I now end up crying and whimpering during climax because I'm with him and he's in me but he consciously doesn't want me in real life... to share a life with him.... and my heart just fills with love for him and I keep orgasming with him inside of me... i just keep wanting more of him in me.... i guess it makes sense because he's rejecting me left, right and centre... And now I have to once again... work work work... only 2 people have...

I'm just delusional... get over it!!!! All is well!!!!!!!!!!! I'm finding my soul mate this year because I intend it... it's my personal year 6 - so nuh.... he'll call me on my birthday :P Allah knows and my higher self know..... I am FREEEEEEEEE. Just finished Anjaana Anjaani - wow. Progress.... after months, I feel "normal".... The yearning has stopped. I might even be able to leave myself untouched tonight... Need to access some healing for myself... tonight.... O Allah Universe.... what is my dharma, my purpose... what are the avenues through which I can be of love and assistance and raise the consciousness of the planet... in this exciting time of expansion? Let me have wisdom and knowing of how to accept and acknowledge MYSELF exactly as I truly am.... "What do I need to learn that once I learn it, I can heal this rift between us...." Alhamdulillah... tomorrow is a great day... the entire week is lovely... and perfect.....

Breathe. I deserve and need a man to love me. I do. I am preparing myself to do it. I'd rather it be you, Imran. I love you like I can't even explain. This is a bond that is deep. There is no way you are not feeling it... both our intuitions are awakening up. I've given my soul, mind and body to you. The real you. Not the surface you. There is no such thing as one-sided. We are of the same vibration. Similar... It's not Fred, it's your vibration. So why have you been thinking of me like this for months now? You see me... I see you... this defies logic... my heart expands when it thinks of you.... your arms around me... your lips on mine..... I cry with desire...... She did it on Thursday evening.... your energy in mine... you told me that respect, unconditional love and acceptance and acknowledgement of Who I Am. Be my friend first.... I might still not want to marry a Grim Reaper who says shizzle.... and yet, I miss you and would like you to be in my ...