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How does it get any better than this?

Imran not in my life.... and in my fantasies and under my skin and in my being... I'm making new cords, not releasing them...

Sidra rocketing in 2012 and me messing up...

Me feeling so restless and wanting a holiday...

Me not doing jack with my life... what the hell? Maybe you are meant to facilitate others in this lifetime... find out who you are, be who you are....

So dehydrated I can't even cry...

overweight, overeating and not exercising...

MrMan on the website is the only semi decent and doesn't have membership...

Trust Your Intuition... chapter

Tazeen is writing better poetry... and I have stopped...

"What do I need to learn that once I learn it, I can heal this rift between us?"

Self acceptance and acknowledgement....

I asked her... no, he won't write back to you....

So why do I still love you, think of you... live like a living corpse, mourning your loss... listening to sad Hindi film songs about separation.... jiss koh kho jaana woh milta hi kyun hai? Dil koh hai mur jaana, toh khilta kyun hai?

Have to go on bloody dates now :( And none of the boys on the website ever put their photos up - tharkis....

Spent enough time procrastinating... at least I don't feel like having sex... my period will be coming any day... my womb is hurting....

Nice profiles on Simply Shia.... most of the cool dudes are in Canada or the States... shame.... Mr Man seems to be interested... well spend £15 on a monthly membership then dude... I just fucking lost myself £50 with the fraudiya on Christmas day and £50 for Birmingham :(((((((

So, how does it get any better than this?

I'm going to say goodbye to Immy... my dear boy isn't mine in this lifetime and that's that...... I guess the other life times weren't times for expansion and ascension... this one is and if he won't move his butt... he won't.... I still love him and will love his pure essence.... and his high - very high - libido ;) Oh that body....

found a nice profile... environmental science


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28 , Ja'fari/Ithna'asheri , California , United States "And among His signs is that He created mates for you from yourselves that you may find comfort and repose in them, and He put between you love and compassion; most surely there are signs in this for a people who reflect. (30:21) "A few words about me I'm proud of my Shia conviction and strive to live a balanced life under the guidance and teaching of our blessed Ahlul Bayt. My interest lie in understanding Allah's magnificent creation and working towards its preservation (hence my chosen career). I am an avid outdoors enthusiast that really enjoys the serenity and contemplation one finds in the untamed wilderness. I enjoy backpacking, travelling to new places and exploring gems like the Amazon Rainforest and mountaineering. I enjoy devoting my time to humanitarian projects, political activism, and social justice issues. I am somewhat of an environmentalist and make an effort to be sustainable. I am from an extremely tight knit family. I enjoy living a healthy, active, and balanced lifestyle that involves playing team sports (Basket-Ball & Soccer), swimming, Scuba-Diving (an area I am really lagging in), road and mt. biking, camping/backpacking, and spending quality time with family & friends who share common values. These are things I would want to enjoy with my spouse. I enjoy reading non-fiction personal narratives, and adventure journals. One of my favorite books is Three Cups of Tea. I do not smoke (cigarettes or Shisha). Some of my biggest pet peeves are materialism, arrogance, and pride. I cannot stand people who are wasteful, impolite, and lack simple courtesy. What I am looking for I’m open minded, simple and ambitious and I’m seeking a spouse that shares my values and interests (ideally some). Someone who practices proper Hijaab (both outward and inward)and who strives towards serving the cause of Islam; someone who’s actively awaiting the return of Imam Mehdi (ATFS). Someone who has good family values and strong Akhlaq. A spouse who’s interested in enhancing various dimensions of her character and personality in order to become a better person.
She should be someone who strive towards embodying excellent Islamic Akhlaq since she would have a pivotal role in raising “our” children. She should be someone who embodies humility, generosity, and servitude for the sake of Allah (S.W.T). She should be confident, educated, and ambitious. She should understands her Islamic rights, duties, and freedoms, and her role within an Islamic family structure.
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HijabMarital status Never married Build Athletic Revert to Islam?No Height5' 11" - 180cm Personal values Moderate Citizen of United States I want to get married in When I find the right person Ethnicity African (Indo/Pak/Asian) I am willing to relocate... Locally My friends describe me as
Adventurous, Confident, Enthusiastic, Spontaneous, Thoughtful
My Education & CareerA little more about MeEducation Masters degree Subject studied Environmental Sci & Water Res. Engineering Profession Student LifestyleSave money whenever I canI live with On my own Smoke No Have disabilities No Have childrenNo I want children Yes My Culture and FamilyMy Religion and FaithLanguages spoken Spanish, Swahili , English, Urdu Country of family originKenyaMy family's valuesModerateI am religiousModerately religiousI eat Halal foodI only eat halalI prayAlwaysSome of my Interests Fitness and excercise Love itEntertainment Spending time with family, Community activities, Volunteering, Evening with my friends, Islamic activities, Sporting events, Reading, Museums and art Other interests Islamic education, The outdoors, Travel, Camping, Cooking, Playing sports Political views Middle of the road

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