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21 -22 May 2017



Imran had looked at my LinkedIn profile twice in three days. I got curious.

Womb healing and serpent energy of medicine wheel is in action. Let go of the past for good. And be grateful.

He visited one last time after he read my message at 9pm and, as usual, didn't reply. 

Definitely not the right man for me, so Allah, make the nurse guy the right person for me please. Or better.

  Sat Sukaina Juma sent the following message at 8:17 PM
  • Salaam Manu, Are you okay? :) You're beginning to worry me... all okay?

8:17 PM
·  Sun Imran Lakha sent the following message at 5:15 AM
Salaams, weird one indeed. Single dream last week where I was supposed to marry you. God is either being funny or...
5:15 AM
Imran Lakha sent the following message at 8:41 AM
i should also mention that i don't get these dreams frequently, but i suppose it comes when i ask something from God - it happens in my family. He likes to give me some alternate facts based on a change of circumstance or decision should i have made in the past. Why are you worried by me visiting your profile?


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    • Salaam Manu, Hmmmm.... I definitely wasn't expecting to read that! Was I actually in the dream? Was I looking hot? I hope so, that's always so important ;) was my hair looking good? ;) I told you years ago that God has a funny sense of humour. You do realise the pain I felt when you separated from me, right? It was as though someone had cut off my left arm. There was a massive hole inside of me for years, up until 2016. I couldn't stop crying over you and all the missed opportunities. The fact we haven't even met each other. But, taking a further look into things, we are technically God, so we play jokes on ourselves sometimes. You can't really say "I should have done that." Because I was in no state to be in a relationship at the time, and you obviously preferred Rukhsana to me. I couldn't have married someone who had blatantly lied to me, and then withheld so much from me, who didn't trust me, who didn't respect me, and who most certainly never loved me. 
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    • What would that say about me? Even now, when I have extended friendship towards you, you've rejected it every single time. How could you marry someone you don't even wish to be friends with, beta? Doesn't really make sense to me, at least :) You never showed your true self to me. You never confided in me. So, then, what was there to marry? ;) 
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    • Although, it would have been so awesome to travel the world with you. :D but I suppose I have to travel by myself now, to gain independence. I did finally go for ziyarat in March 2017 and of course prayed for you. I didn't get you anything, though. The dur e Najaf rings were beyond my means, sadly, so I didn't get my cousin, or my dad, or anyone them. 
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    • I suppose I would just ask you (as I always have) to look inside your heart and feel what is true for you. 
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    • A dream is well and good, as long as you understand the message clearly. I've had dreams of you. Me being burned at the stake for being a witch, and you running off leaving me, lol. I was definitely looking "hot" in that dream, lmao. 
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    • In the end, you obviously KNOW what the dream is saying. And, beta, you said you had ignored the previous two dreams. I understand why, being as single minded as you are. This dream might be worth paying attention to. It might be telling you, yes, you could have chosen differently. Everyone can say that.

      You and I both were so impulsive and pretty stupid all those years ago. I knew nothing at all. I was not even fully there, I had a very fragmented soul. Sidra, the girl I had gone to for help, ended up sabotaging us as well through spiritual methods. That's possibly why we never even met, and always misunderstood and argued. 
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    • You left me and I found myself. I have learned some humility over these years, due to the losses I have had, and not really having or doing much. Maybe you can see what you can do now, in the here and now. For there is always now. The decisions you make now will influence your life for the better. I always wanted you to be happy, Manu. With me, without me....
    • The dream thing is quite common amongst psychics. Does that mean everyone in your family is psychic? How cool! I would love to learn how to do that.

      "Alternate facts" sounds like something Trumps PR lady would say hahaha.

      Beta, we all could have done things differently. But there MUST have been enough goodness and love between you and Rukhsana that made you choose her. You and her had a contract. You and her have been happily married for five years now.

      You didn't care for all these years, and everything that has happened up until now has been good.

      The decisions you make now change the timeline.

      I have offered you my friendship from the start. I have prayed that at some point you wouldn't find me repugnant and would actually be my friend. We can still learn from one another as friends. Whatever spiritual growth that would have happened as a couple, could still happen as friends. Because the point is our spiritual growth and closeness to God.

      Every time I have been in contact with you, I feel the spiritual energies a lot stronger than when you disconnect. I probably would have progressed a lot further had you shared your wisdom. Anyway....

      The point is not always romance or marriage. It's about why we are on earth. To know God and to help people. And there are a lot of people that need our help.

      If you can somehow be my friend, please just let go of all the blocks you put up and just be a friend. Teach me how to invest my money so I don't end up homeless and starving ;)

      I was only worried about you visiting my profile twice in 3 days because it's not typical behaviour. I'm so used to being rejected and ignored by you, I was worried that you were butt dialing me by mistake, although it's a lot harder to do this via LinkedIn haha.

      I didn't realise that this had happened. And, it is noteworthy how you waited for me to reach out before you said anything.

      Come on, dude! Let's both grow up and become mature adults who just do things with wisdom and maturity :)

      Let's be friends (unless it will hurt Rukhsana, because that's never been my desire).

      What the hell is it with me and married men? I better hunt down the hot nurse I met when I was in hospital visiting my aunt a few months ago. Unless he ends up being married as well, or with a partner, I may have a shot of happiness and being in a relationship in 2017. W00t!

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