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Thursday, 21.06
Hey beautiful,
Crying is very good! Reduces density and brings you closer to yourself. Feel the beauty of your own soul comforting you. Strange phenomenon but I like it, strangely. What are you thinking about that makes you feel this way and how can you change it? How can you make the feeling more comforting and loving? God definitely loves you no matter what! I love you no matter what. I'm conscious that Sidra says we should let people experience what they're supposed to otherwise we could be cheating them of the experience they're supposed to have, but I love your responses to my emails. You're very loving! Give some of that amazing love to yourself, you massively deserve it! I am you and you are me and the huge amount of love that I feel for you must be present within you too. I'm sending it psychically right now!!
Sorry that probably sounds really deep but I want you to really feel it. In your belly and your heart!! Wow, I wasn't prepared for that response from me but it flowed naturally. I hope it resonates within you. Let me know if you need anything!!
Love, love xx




 Sukaina Juma
Hey Nick... honestly, sometimes I wonder why on Earth do I take ages to open up my messages? That was so beautiful It would have really have come handy on Thursday... but hey, I was meant to read it now.
I've been thinking about the stuff I've been posting on the FB page re: life and life and life. Emotions are emoting. I really am wanting to settle into the new energy space I am in... today there's peace.
Regrets over my love life and relationships and work all combined. I have stuff with Sidra too, and can't quite get to the root of the root of it and pull the entire damned thing out
Also, I keep yelling at people and my frustrations are bubbling out - unable to master the emotions quite yet. Feel like a gullible, weird, melodramatic emo loser, but hey... this too shall pass.
I am feeling the love you sent me right now and it's making me smile a lot.
Pure gratitude. You're just so amazing. Generous. Open-hearted. Am so grateful.
Still haven't even touched the 21 day thingy. Just physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually adjusting and tired. But also in a good space.
Going to bed early... hope you're having a great weekend. If it's been crap, may it shift into awesome - now.
Sending love and that peaceful energy that seems to be wafting about the planet today.
I might watch Monty Python or another britcom to lift my spirits. They used to, but somehow I have lost interest in a lot of things again. It keeps happening.
Anyhoo... thanks for being there and anchoring the space. Total appreciation.
xx

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