The parents

Ivana Morais

*sigh
Going over Aprils TA notes... Sooo many realisations.
I am not my profession... Sticks out!

I am who I am and I choose to experience (an abundant) life as a body on a planet (with plenty of magic)

Ok I'm off. Just wanted to share.

I swear it was like brand new material I'd come across...
Always learning 'ey.

Going for real now... Laters xxx

 

 

Sukaina Juma

I really need to honour Nick Osborn here. I need to honour how beautiful a soul you truly are. I had no idea why my inner voice was insistent you become my accountability partner. Well, I did somewhat. I'm getting over some reluctance with men through interacting with you.

I'm officially going through yet another meltdown and going nuts. Today it became official. Just like a Snickers on a car dashboard a 27 degree day. It's similar to all the previous meltdowns. And of course it is different.

As usual, bare minimum human support. Even from those who I have contracted to help. Oh well. Lies and awakenings. No one wants to bother because everyone has got their own stuff. Very good.

I would have cancelled our accountability chat session yesterday because I was in full meldown mode. but I didn't. Because it's Nick. He has the magical ability to shift your energy, without contriving or trying at all, just by talking to you, by cracking a few jokes, by rambling on - by just being truly him ;) The support I got yesterday was beyond the call of duty. I am retrieving back my energy so it doesn't drag you down.

Thank you, Nick. Thank you for being REAL, AUTHENTIC, TRUSTWORTHY in the capacity in which we are buddies. Thank you for building my trust a little more in men and in the goodness and gorudnedness of humans... reliability, I think. And non judgement and the willingness to listen to all of the crap that I say and just nod and then work on how to shift me into a lighter mood.

And you once doubted you're a lightworker? ♥

Finally, I wish you lots of fun and magic as you complete the Tough Mudder ciourse this Saturday. You have worked hard for this and you deserve to truly enjoy every single moment of obstacle course hell ;)

Please continue being awesome!!! ♥

Thank you God for bringing people who are the answer to some of my prayers. I needed someone to listen to me and be entirely real with, someone with concern and patience.

I can survive today now. Just about. *reverts back to brown chocolately goop as she does work from home without getting paid for it as she would have done some damage at work had she gone today*

 

 

 

 

The "Dark Night Of The Soul" is very common for people during the process of soul transmutation or alchemy where all the stored darkness (unprocessed emotions, feelings, old traumas, karma, distorted beliefs) that are stored in our chakras ~ rise to surface for us to process through so we can permanently release them from our energy fields.

A Dark Night Of The Soul is like a little death ~ death of the ego and shadow consciousness. Many people on the ascension path will experience the dark night of the soul several times throughout their journey to higher and higher states of consciousness. During this time period one may feel very alone, confused, sad, depressed, overwhelmed and uncertain of what direction they are headed in. The dark night of the soul can be a lengthy and profound absence of light and hope. Many people have said they feel like they are dying inside.....and actually, the old energies within them, that no longer serve them, are dying.

Part of personal soul ascension involves the kundalini snake or coiled dormant creator energy that resides in every human, at the base of our spine, to rise up from the root chakra and burn away the blocks and barriers within each chakra until it finally makes its way up to the crown chakra where divine illumination and the experience of God and ONENESS, with all things, occurs. As the kundalini rises, it prompts the transmutation of the distorted, off pitched vibrations in our chakra system to be purified. And this process can feel terrible because energy never dies! Once negative energy is created within our being it doesn't just disappear....the lower vibrational energies must be raised in frequency in order for it to be transformed into LIGHT. During this process, the negative energies come up for us to shine the light of our conscious awareness on them so we can FEEL them, and release them from our energy fields. It is basically ~ soul alchemy ~ where we turn our darkness (coal) into light (gold). Gold is symbolic of the christ consciousness.

The best way to move through this very difficult time period is to simply surrender to the process. It is our resistance to our pain that creates more pain. When we allow the density within us to rise to the surface and we fully feel it.....we let go of it. And this is the key ~ TO LET GO OF IT. We need to learn to take the medicine (soul lesson) and leave the pain behind. Feel the pain, understand that it has a lesson for you.....learn from it, gather the wisdom it has to offer, give gratitude for it, and move forward without getting stuck in your "story". If we get stuck in our "story"....we have not taken responsibility for ourselves and we have not gained the wisdom! The "story" will drain our precious life force energy!