The
planet and humans relationship with the Earth is all too often ignored
by many. That is an important part of your abundant inheritance as
well. That must not be ignored. For when your relationship with nature
is ignored you become out of balance. Nature re-balances man. That is
what it is there for.
This is the Earth that you were born
unto. It is important to look the Earth in the face regularly, to
experience its power regularly. Those who deny themselves this
abundance, who do not acknowledge this part of their being human, they
cut a piece of their own abundance away. It affects all other areas.
The Earth is vital and the Earth will help you to open. The Earth will
help you to silently heal in the way that you need to be healed.
~~Zachary through Lee from Abundance and Energy Speaks
This is the Earth that you were born unto. It is important to look the Earth in the face regularly, to experience its power regularly. Those who deny themselves this abundance, who do not acknowledge this part of their being human, they cut a piece of their own abundance away. It affects all other areas.
The Earth is vital and the Earth will help you to open. The Earth will help you to silently heal in the way that you need to be healed.
~~Zachary through Lee from Abundance and Energy Speaks
Acasto Sakeema
Thanks
for reminding me , even in pain, I am a good kind hearted person who
shows gratitude. Allowed her to convince me that I'm cruel and evil,
even when she's nice to me. lol, been so drained.
I do truly love you, from wherever, I am in touch with the part of my soul that has love for everyone from the core.
I encourage you because it's for my own good to hear more, and others...and you to express it as well. I have a built in truth radar. I can feel the truth in your words. Others have one also but they are inclined to the mind, so reject it to hold onto beliefs. I am born with a built in receptor also, something that's inclined to truth, my soul design, so when i hear it, I'm like "yayyy, gimme more gimme more gimme more!!! "
90s pop , did the same thing to me. Helped me discover my dreams of being in the spotlight, happy, rejoicing, dancing...singing. I was inclined to it. But now I have also grown to appreciate all types And want to do vocals for a psy-trance producer, hope i find the right one soon.
Whoever you sent the fb msgs to, were the perfect people to show you who NOT to talk to. And maybe shift you in a direction of who TO talk to. The reaction, or lack there of that you may have received shows you something, pay attention or pay with pain.
Well, you are loved back in what ever form by that guy, the one romantic relationship...shows you what love ISN'T , the opposite of love, which ultimately comes from a place of love and assistance to drive you to appreciate love properly, when you get it in the direct form that we all enjoy, seek, and makes us feel good and comfortable, safe, and protected. It's love's dark side, shadow side, that I'm also seeing now, the extremes and worst of, so that when in the future...I know how to recognize more direct form of showing love from humans, I can recognize and go for it, as I've already experienced all else, all other forms, and am no longer curious to explore the shadow side. I will have completely explored the HELL out of anything else that was promised love, that COULD have been love, and now there is nothing left to experience, I've done it several times over, with different people, in different ways, NOW... I can allow myself to FEEL LOVED, with no curiosity of any other form of relationship, drama etc, things I saw on TV as a child that I wanted to manifest so I could live out the movie and know what it feels like "hey, this is what hollywood shows me, there must be something in it, right?" ...well now I know, I'm SO GLAD i had the experiences and didn't miss out... having found the ''perfect love'' straight away...now I'm wiser, more intelligent, intellectual, stronger, just better in every way, an upgraded version of me, and now I can move forward, move on, and offer MUCH MORE of WHO I AM to my amazing lover who is coming very very soon, soon as I am rid of the old ones energy.
xxx
Thanks, for the idea of energy emails. Doing it asap. Feels right!
Would be good to keep up how much I've changed. And the physical action of typing the words... ''I forgive you'' will set it in deeper.
My Main things that have come up have been fear, abandonment and rejection too. And lonelyness (hated it, now love it), feeling like a pathetic loser, feelings of guilt for leaving them behind, her behind, fear of her finding someone better, replacing me and being happier, then all of a sudden being the perfect girlfriend and lover, making me feel that it as ME who was the problem, something was wrong with ME, 'I' obviously wasn't good enough for her to want to change for me. Anyway, now I know that I tried my best, if I'm not what she needs, I'll go to someone who does want ME for ME, and let her have who SHE wants. She's just playing games at the moment, says she wants me, doesn't act like it. I now know, I no longer want HER. which is good for me.
Yeah ultimately it IS fear of abandonment, well not longer fear, I've experienced it . It IS abandonment, rejection, and these feelings of being abandoned, rejected, and left behind by GOD (hated the left behind part, now LOVE being left behind)
i LOVE being abandoned, rejected and left behind. I LOVE feeling abandoned, rejected and left behind.
You don't have to smile after you say things that hurt to hide your sad face, you can leave crying faces, I'm more irritated by people hiding their pain, I used to hide mine too. Addressing it now... but seriously, you'll never attract a humane being to love you, if you don't behave humane and show your emotions. I've learned this and am practicing it.
The idea no1 wants to be with you is an illusion you keep telling yourself to keep you protected from ACTUALLY allowing that person in to love you, even if they see your in pain, weak, vulnerable... they may come in to love you and nurture you back to vitality. You don't have to appear strong, happy, or joyful and doing well to attract that partner, only the wrong people will come to you then, they'll be attracted to the image, not the human you.
Be more human, otherwise you'll attract narcissists who want to poke the pain out of you, then leave you once they see your humanity, as it reminds them of their own humanity, and that's the last thing THEY want to be reminded of, as narcissists are so used to hiding their pain, they see someone else hiding theirs and bam, are driven to poke the barriers and hardness down by being EXTRA nice to you, then BAM, soon as you show your vulnerability and humaness, they're scared, bored and gone. Because they can't show their own, they're even more hidden, with tougher barriers than you. That's why instead of showing their own humaness, they make it their MISSION to find other narcissists, or people who've got barriers and poke the shit out of it, break it down, destroy their ego... everything they're afraid of someone doing to them. As they feel it makes them powerful to break through people's barriers and get them to show their emotions to you... but won't let anyone get through their barriers and show their emotions to anyone.
Seems you've been playing the same game I have.
Let's be human, attract other humans, not robots...and love and be loved? I am...
Thanks for all the songs!!!
How do you know I'm going to SPAIN?
Why aren't you joining the competition to come?
xxx
Sukaina Juma
I
think it's BECAUSE you are in pain... you are gentler, kinder, more
your real self... Your pain is the breaking of the shell of your
understanding - Kahlil Gibran.
Hope you're doing okay today... one hand on your heart, other on solar plexus. "I give myself my love, I am safe... I release the need to give my power away - we are equal, the same in humanity"
Okay, how about a compromise: instead of smiley faces after a sad comment, I put a sexy face or a mustachio face? hahaha! I don't really like still being sad, you know... it feels better to be lighter.
Yeah, I get what you're saying about being a humane being... and to be authentic... the emotions I still have unprocessed might just be a tad too strong and intense... and I tend to wallow. hence I am where I am - cue secy face
Let's be human... let's attract nice, soft, kind people who like squishy hugs and are open hearted and so tender and soft. Who have integrated a lot. I feel for me plus 3 my vibration is something I would like to experience... someone awake already and has already done their own journey... how about you? Let's let go of finding the weaker ones to heal and find the ones who are awake to mutually inspire and love and bless?
You're in the top 10 people in the Soul Retreat comp, right? You're first actually, right?
I technically am joining the competition, sent the link to one person. Haven't a clue if she'll register. Hardly know any people outside of the seminars and workshops I go to who would actually attend - cue mustachio face
I need to manifest Africa, Turkey and Glastonbury this year... Spain can be next year...
I hope you're able to handle today... it's tough when you're still living with her and are waiting to find the opening so you can move into your new place.... trust that everything is happening exactly as it is meant to.... sending you love and healing tonight... may the right people come to you as angels tomorrow...
P.s. Long time ago I wrote I wanted to change my name... I meant really change my name... but numerology doesn't seem to be the way. I tried meditating, seem to have a block. How did you choose yours? What does it mean?
I do truly love you, from wherever, I am in touch with the part of my soul that has love for everyone from the core.
I encourage you because it's for my own good to hear more, and others...and you to express it as well. I have a built in truth radar. I can feel the truth in your words. Others have one also but they are inclined to the mind, so reject it to hold onto beliefs. I am born with a built in receptor also, something that's inclined to truth, my soul design, so when i hear it, I'm like "yayyy, gimme more gimme more gimme more!!! "
90s pop , did the same thing to me. Helped me discover my dreams of being in the spotlight, happy, rejoicing, dancing...singing. I was inclined to it. But now I have also grown to appreciate all types And want to do vocals for a psy-trance producer, hope i find the right one soon.
Whoever you sent the fb msgs to, were the perfect people to show you who NOT to talk to. And maybe shift you in a direction of who TO talk to. The reaction, or lack there of that you may have received shows you something, pay attention or pay with pain.
Well, you are loved back in what ever form by that guy, the one romantic relationship...shows you what love ISN'T , the opposite of love, which ultimately comes from a place of love and assistance to drive you to appreciate love properly, when you get it in the direct form that we all enjoy, seek, and makes us feel good and comfortable, safe, and protected. It's love's dark side, shadow side, that I'm also seeing now, the extremes and worst of, so that when in the future...I know how to recognize more direct form of showing love from humans, I can recognize and go for it, as I've already experienced all else, all other forms, and am no longer curious to explore the shadow side. I will have completely explored the HELL out of anything else that was promised love, that COULD have been love, and now there is nothing left to experience, I've done it several times over, with different people, in different ways, NOW... I can allow myself to FEEL LOVED, with no curiosity of any other form of relationship, drama etc, things I saw on TV as a child that I wanted to manifest so I could live out the movie and know what it feels like "hey, this is what hollywood shows me, there must be something in it, right?" ...well now I know, I'm SO GLAD i had the experiences and didn't miss out... having found the ''perfect love'' straight away...now I'm wiser, more intelligent, intellectual, stronger, just better in every way, an upgraded version of me, and now I can move forward, move on, and offer MUCH MORE of WHO I AM to my amazing lover who is coming very very soon, soon as I am rid of the old ones energy.
xxx
Thanks, for the idea of energy emails. Doing it asap. Feels right!
Would be good to keep up how much I've changed. And the physical action of typing the words... ''I forgive you'' will set it in deeper.
My Main things that have come up have been fear, abandonment and rejection too. And lonelyness (hated it, now love it), feeling like a pathetic loser, feelings of guilt for leaving them behind, her behind, fear of her finding someone better, replacing me and being happier, then all of a sudden being the perfect girlfriend and lover, making me feel that it as ME who was the problem, something was wrong with ME, 'I' obviously wasn't good enough for her to want to change for me. Anyway, now I know that I tried my best, if I'm not what she needs, I'll go to someone who does want ME for ME, and let her have who SHE wants. She's just playing games at the moment, says she wants me, doesn't act like it. I now know, I no longer want HER. which is good for me.
Yeah ultimately it IS fear of abandonment, well not longer fear, I've experienced it . It IS abandonment, rejection, and these feelings of being abandoned, rejected, and left behind by GOD (hated the left behind part, now LOVE being left behind)
i LOVE being abandoned, rejected and left behind. I LOVE feeling abandoned, rejected and left behind.
You don't have to smile after you say things that hurt to hide your sad face, you can leave crying faces, I'm more irritated by people hiding their pain, I used to hide mine too. Addressing it now... but seriously, you'll never attract a humane being to love you, if you don't behave humane and show your emotions. I've learned this and am practicing it.
The idea no1 wants to be with you is an illusion you keep telling yourself to keep you protected from ACTUALLY allowing that person in to love you, even if they see your in pain, weak, vulnerable... they may come in to love you and nurture you back to vitality. You don't have to appear strong, happy, or joyful and doing well to attract that partner, only the wrong people will come to you then, they'll be attracted to the image, not the human you.
Be more human, otherwise you'll attract narcissists who want to poke the pain out of you, then leave you once they see your humanity, as it reminds them of their own humanity, and that's the last thing THEY want to be reminded of, as narcissists are so used to hiding their pain, they see someone else hiding theirs and bam, are driven to poke the barriers and hardness down by being EXTRA nice to you, then BAM, soon as you show your vulnerability and humaness, they're scared, bored and gone. Because they can't show their own, they're even more hidden, with tougher barriers than you. That's why instead of showing their own humaness, they make it their MISSION to find other narcissists, or people who've got barriers and poke the shit out of it, break it down, destroy their ego... everything they're afraid of someone doing to them. As they feel it makes them powerful to break through people's barriers and get them to show their emotions to you... but won't let anyone get through their barriers and show their emotions to anyone.
Seems you've been playing the same game I have.
Let's be human, attract other humans, not robots...and love and be loved? I am...
Thanks for all the songs!!!
How do you know I'm going to SPAIN?
Why aren't you joining the competition to come?
xxx
Sukaina Juma
Hope you're doing okay today... one hand on your heart, other on solar plexus. "I give myself my love, I am safe... I release the need to give my power away - we are equal, the same in humanity"
Okay, how about a compromise: instead of smiley faces after a sad comment, I put a sexy face or a mustachio face? hahaha! I don't really like still being sad, you know... it feels better to be lighter.
Yeah, I get what you're saying about being a humane being... and to be authentic... the emotions I still have unprocessed might just be a tad too strong and intense... and I tend to wallow. hence I am where I am - cue secy face
Let's be human... let's attract nice, soft, kind people who like squishy hugs and are open hearted and so tender and soft. Who have integrated a lot. I feel for me plus 3 my vibration is something I would like to experience... someone awake already and has already done their own journey... how about you? Let's let go of finding the weaker ones to heal and find the ones who are awake to mutually inspire and love and bless?
You're in the top 10 people in the Soul Retreat comp, right? You're first actually, right?
I technically am joining the competition, sent the link to one person. Haven't a clue if she'll register. Hardly know any people outside of the seminars and workshops I go to who would actually attend - cue mustachio face
I need to manifest Africa, Turkey and Glastonbury this year... Spain can be next year...
I hope you're able to handle today... it's tough when you're still living with her and are waiting to find the opening so you can move into your new place.... trust that everything is happening exactly as it is meant to.... sending you love and healing tonight... may the right people come to you as angels tomorrow...
P.s. Long time ago I wrote I wanted to change my name... I meant really change my name... but numerology doesn't seem to be the way. I tried meditating, seem to have a block. How did you choose yours? What does it mean?
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