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Popping Experiment

Okay. Yesterday, Nicole sent me the photos she took of me on her mobile when I had gotten ready for Sajid's wedding on 24th March 2012. The day two of my being concussed. Which is why there were only four decent ones of the 11 she took. And I look like death in all of them but the one in which it looks like I'm doing magic tricks.

If I had remembered my camera, they would have been clearer.

I've put one up as my FB profile photo.

I'm waking up, popping and just doing what I WANT to do. Rebelling... whatever.

I love being this version of freedom - the wind in my hair, me being my own person.

Not bowing down to mother, father, reglion, ayatollah, Sidra, Tazeen, Imran.. Ali.... any single person....

At least I can control something... or at least I can let go of being right and proper.

Or whatever.

I'll put the hijab one back on soon. It's an experiment for myself.

I'll get better photos taken when I've lost weight - I look quite overweight.

my ad is home today. I need to go out. Inshallah I'll apply for one suitable job today.

The garden is in a right state. I can't be bothered to do anything about it !!!! I mowed it two weeks ago. I probably should do it again.












































Took it off at 5:15pm - as was eeling kind of iffy about it and then a girl on my FB said she was drooling and I was like argh... forget it. Why do I make my life so hard????



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    You are the caller and the called. The changer and the changed. The beginning and the end. That is what you are, because that is what God is. And you are made in the image and the likeness of God.





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    As you lie in bed preparing for your nightly slumber, remember that the last thought you have in your mind can last up to four hours in your subconscious mind. Create a reminder like a prayer or mantra to place by your bed. Read these words as you get comfortable. For example, each night before I drift off to sleep, I reiterate: I am peaceful, I am content, I am love, I am writing, etc.

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    Neale Donald Walsch
    The entire Universe was once unified beyond comprehension, compacted into a dot infinitesimally smaller than the period at the end of this sentence. It then exploded, yet it did not truly separate but merely became larger. We can appear to have come apart, but we have all simply become a part. Our intrinsic Unity is experienced once again when we re-member.





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    Thought for Today: I take one step (or more) in a healthy direction. I honor myself with loving care.





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    ‎"Remember, we are all affecting the world every moment, whether we mean to or not. Our actions and states of mind matter, because we're so deeply interconnected with one another. Working on our own consciousness is the most important thing that we are doing at any moment, and Being Love is the supreme creative act." ~ Ram Dass ♥

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