Imran, yes. I'm thinking of you. I told I loved you this day last year. And you... well.
I still love you. In a soul mate, universal love way. Infinitely. Even though you and I are never to marry.
What's prompting me to write this post? The Osama guy. Jeez. His energy is so much like Imran's. And I'm behaving with him like I did with Imran. Very comfortable and friendly and just yakking away.
Not usre if it's a good thing or a bad things he's not Shia Ithna Asheri. Also, I am not physically attracted to him. And I know he is to me. And he likes my personality. And.... I am not repeating my stuff. No way.
I am meeting my guy in real life firstly. And he has the love of Muhammad, ALi, Fatemah, Hassan Hussain and all the rest of it in his heart. Because that is the earth, the mitti I am made of.
And he's handsome, attractive, as sexy as I am (okay, slightly less sexy than I am!) And the rest of the long list.
But this Osama guy - OMG! He reminds me of Imran! Confident, upfront, articulate.... same energy.
Examples as proof that there is life after Imran and just because a guy shows initial interest doesn't mean it's going anywhere. I'm just too sexy, that's all ;) Allah, save me. Save my heart. Grant me my husband. It's NOT Osama. I am NOT attracted to him. He's NOT Shia. He lives in Libya.
It's like a bad repeat of a crappy made-for-tv movie. Sigh... I responded straight away and am not keeping any bundaries and allowing myself to get flattered by another confident, honest, intelligent, articulate male who is interested in me and "my way of thinking"
Suki, GROW UP! I even made him call me Sukaina instead of Suki - and that's my real name now.
Boy, Imran, I sorely miss you. You are Shia and hot. Osama is neither. Not that I'm judging him or saying he isn't a beautiful person.
He has better grammar than you do.
Well, I am activating my twin falme, soul mate, most compatible, best choice, Shia and spiritual and humble and open and deep and intelligent and aware husband this weekend. That's IT!!!!! I'm cutting all cords, Immy. They just do not serve me any longer.
Lots of love from my heart and soul for you, dear man-boy.....
Yours,
Suki xxxxxxxx
I ain't gonna talk to Osama for a few days. I choose differently. DIFFERENTLY.
Thank you Allah for bringing him into my life so I can feel attractive and magnetic and woman-like again. I pulled again. The right wavelength, after an entire year.
Now please bring me my hot, loving, open, kind, generous, Ali-like Shia husband :)
The workshop was great. Shall write about it soon. Need to sleep for tomorrow.
I still love you. In a soul mate, universal love way. Infinitely. Even though you and I are never to marry.
What's prompting me to write this post? The Osama guy. Jeez. His energy is so much like Imran's. And I'm behaving with him like I did with Imran. Very comfortable and friendly and just yakking away.
Not usre if it's a good thing or a bad things he's not Shia Ithna Asheri. Also, I am not physically attracted to him. And I know he is to me. And he likes my personality. And.... I am not repeating my stuff. No way.
I am meeting my guy in real life firstly. And he has the love of Muhammad, ALi, Fatemah, Hassan Hussain and all the rest of it in his heart. Because that is the earth, the mitti I am made of.
And he's handsome, attractive, as sexy as I am (okay, slightly less sexy than I am!) And the rest of the long list.
But this Osama guy - OMG! He reminds me of Imran! Confident, upfront, articulate.... same energy.
Examples as proof that there is life after Imran and just because a guy shows initial interest doesn't mean it's going anywhere. I'm just too sexy, that's all ;) Allah, save me. Save my heart. Grant me my husband. It's NOT Osama. I am NOT attracted to him. He's NOT Shia. He lives in Libya.
- looool, have fun
WednesdaySuki Juma- Oh, yeah - what is it about my profile that is so intriguing?
9 hours agoOsama El-Abboud- hey Sukaina, sorry for not replying sooner, I haven't been online.
hmmmmm, what is it about your profile that is so intriguing?
well, you are, your personality, ALL the quotations that you have on your profile, they reflect your way of thinking and how you see things and people.
what really attracted me to your profile was how FREE your soul is, and then I experienced it first hand by chatting with you.
Although I must admit that I still have a lot of questions about you, for example how old you are, because even though you have a very cheerful and magnetic personality, there is a circle or wall, or whatever you want to call it that you have around yourself, and not everyone is allowed beyond that circle. am I close, or way off?
- 3 hours agoSuki Juma
- What on EARTH would make you say all that?
*stunned*
Are you sure you only know a "little" about energy and psychic development?
Oh dearie me. I hope you're not another one of those people who are gifted with such insight and heightened intuition that they sense and tell me things about myself that I am still yet unaware of. And I don't even give permission to be read and yet they manage to do it *grrr*
Those people, as much as I appreciate their insight, REALLY BUG ME!!! Just because I have yet to be able to do that for myself and for other people. *grumbles*
Have a great evening
And yes, as far as the last paragraph, you're spot on
I prefer calling it....ummmm.... discernment!
- 2 hours agoOsama El-Abboud
- good thing I pressed that "add friend" button.
so you haven't answered my question about your age, or did you deliberately ignore it
and a great evening to you too Sukaina
- 2 hours agoSuki Juma
- "Although I must admit that I still have a lot of questions about you, for example how old you are,! is NOT A QUESTION - it's an observation!
Guess how old I am. I like hearing the various answers.
- 2 hours agoOsama El-Abboud
- ok, the guessing game
24-26
- 2 hours agoSuki Juma
- Shucks. Pretty close. 27 and a half.
- 2 hours agoOsama El-Abboud
- so when is your birthday?
- 2 hours agoSuki Juma
- Lol. Why?
- 2 hours agoOsama El-Abboud
- it's ok, if you don't want to tell me, or are you afraid that I'll mind read more things about you
- 2 hours agoSuki Juma
- Lol. Well, I have done the astrological stuff about people before
And we don't mind read - there's nothing in there to read! We all read energies.
Why do you want to know? Gonna send over a camel? (Really culturally inappropriate, I know. But that's the first image that came to mind. And I like to pretend I have a wry wit!)
- 2 hours agoOsama El-Abboud
- loooool, I was actually thinking a beduin tent
no specific reason, just would like to know which day of the week and month of the year you were born
- 2 hours agoSuki Juma
- lol
- The sixteenth day of the fourth month of the nineteen hundreth and eighty-fourth year of the year of our Lord.
- 2 hours agoOsama El-Abboud
- cool, another question; if you could choose between being able to fly or being invisible, which would you choose, and why?
- about an hour agoSuki Juma
- Neither.
As they no longer appeal to me or benefit me or anyone else.
Technically, I can go invisible and I can fly whenever I choose to!
I choose to transcend all of that three dimensional stuff into existing multidimensionally and in all timeframes and probable existences.
But it would be nice if I could read my own and other peoples energies first *sigh*
One step at a time..... *grumbles*
- about an hour agoOsama El-Abboud
- ok, honestly; what was the first thing that went through your mind when I sent you the first e-mail and added you?
- about an hour agoSuki Juma
- I saw you added me first and thought "oh no! Not another guy who just adds people! Lemme check if he's sent me a message."
Was relieved you'd sent a message as well (not lazy). Read the message and first thing: who originally shared my album on whose wall that you saw it? LOL.
I still wanna know!!!
Second thought: darn it, he's not a Shia Muslim.
Then: confident, intelligent, respectful, articulate (used the word intrigued), seems to be on a similar wavelength (I been asking God to give me the right freinds to replace all the ones who've left my life because I'm becoming more of who I am and less of who I was programmed to think and act as).
Then I laughed SO HARD about the comment that I'm "ONLY" interested in women! Actually, I'm laughing again just now *rolls eyes*
- about an hour agoSuki Juma
- So, lots of thoughts. Yeah, I'm too honest for my own good Gets me in trouble all the time
- about an hour agoOsama El-Abboud
- great step by step explanation, and thank you for the kind words, but how do you know that I'm not a Shia Muslim, and if I'm not why are you disappointed?
As for who originally shared your photos, I honestly don't recall, but will check, and for the "only interested in women" that was really on your profile, so I really didn't know what to make of it, I asked myself; does she mean that she doesn't friend men on facebook, or is she a lesbian Muslim.
- about an hour agoSuki Juma
- at last comment. You overstepped a line there, buddy. Get back to being respectful. I keep changing my profile, depends on how many silly man-boys add me as their "Friend".
- Osama isn't a name Shias usually name their children.
- I am not disappointed. It was just a thought. I have many thoughts. I am not my thoughts or my emotions.
- Maybe they aren't even MY thoughts or emotions to begin with. Hmmmm *ponders deeply*
- about an hour agoOsama El-Abboud
- ok, I'm truly sorry if I offended you; that was never my intention, I was just being honest about what I thought at the time, and looking back at my last message, I really don't think that I was being disrespectful, but I will respect your opinion.
As for the Shia or Sunni, I truly dislike this label that Muslims have branded each other with, I am totally against it, I believe that we are Muslim, not Shia, not Sunni; just Muslim. I think it just divides us instead of uniting us.
- about an hour agoOsama El-Abboud
- no, the only comments I've made are on facebook
- about an hour agoSuki Juma
- I was being witty again *rolls eyes*
- about an hour agoOsama El-Abboud
- I thought you might like this
Length: 1:27
- about an hour agoSuki Juma
- It does divide us, I agree. But there's a highly spiritual and personal reason why I make that distinction. And I don't make any sort of distinction about people in general; just for very specific purposes. I suppose there is a better way of putting that idea across. I shall work on that. Sorry
*takes foot out of mouth*
- about an hour agoSuki Juma
- Thank you for the clip. Lemme watch it. Then I gonna do some kooky stuff at 11:11 PM (coz I said it and it's lame not to do it now) *rolls eyes at self*
- I love Simon's cat Lol.
- about an hour agoOsama El-Abboud
- looool, please Sukaina don't apologize for anything, we are learning from one another remember
- 58 minutes agoSuki Juma
- Uh huh, still. I know better than that. Grrr.
- Clip is funny. Thank you!
- was pretty fab. I wanna be even better than my friend. *prays hard*
- 45 minutes agoSuki Juma
- OMG - I just realised something relly, really hilarious.
- 45 minutes agoOsama El-Abboud
- ?
- 45 minutes agoSuki Juma
- Hahahahahaha. That's all. Had to share my A-ha moment. OMG. This exact date last year. OMG.
- That's all. Yeah, I'm very weird.
- 44 minutes agoOsama El-Abboud
- looool, yes you are, it's ok, we can finish another time
- good night, and good luck for tomorrow
- 43 minutes agoSuki Juma
- What you gonna do tomorrow?
- 42 minutes agoOsama El-Abboud
- it says rain for the forecast, so that means I'll be home working
- 41 minutes agoSuki Juma
- Thanks - I need major good wishes. Today was pretty intense and tomorrow even moreso. All this perosnal development stuff brings up stuff and you end up doing weird things and weird things happen to you because you're changing even more.
- 41 minutes agoOsama El-Abboud
- I'm sure you'll do great Sukaina
- 40 minutes agoSuki Juma
- Is rain uncommon or is it just because you need to go to building sites that it affects your schedule?
- 38 minutes agoOsama El-Abboud
- yes, it affects the construction sites, and so it ens up being a slow day, but I have plenty to do indoors
- ends*
- 37 minutes agoSuki Juma
- Yup. Facebooking and stalking intriguing people Keeps most of us verrrrrrry busy!
- 37 minutes agoOsama El-Abboud
- loooooool, exactly
- what time will you be home?
- 35 minutes agoSuki Juma
- Um, dunno. Depends if I go out for dinner after the workshop, but I'd be home at this time. Not sure if I'd come online, unless I have to upload the video for the workshop. Oh mannnnnnnnnnnn!!!!! It's just started to rain
- I left the clothes out on the washing line *grumble*
- Motor mouth alert.
- 35 minutes agoOsama El-Abboud
- ok, I'd better let you go
- I choose when I want to be psychic
- I don't like getting bothered by certain people
- 30 minutes agoSuki Juma
- Oh no. Flashback. PLEASE don't tell me you have stalkers.
- And there's ways of limiting who can see you online, you put them on Limited Profile.
- 29 minutes agoOsama El-Abboud
- looool, no, but some friends don't get it when I tell them I'm busy
- 29 minutes agoSuki Juma
- Lol. Ahh, to be that popular!
- 28 minutes agoOsama El-Abboud
- and also I end up talking to like 8 people at the same time
- I know, it's not easy being loved by everyone
It's like a bad repeat of a crappy made-for-tv movie. Sigh... I responded straight away and am not keeping any bundaries and allowing myself to get flattered by another confident, honest, intelligent, articulate male who is interested in me and "my way of thinking"
Suki, GROW UP! I even made him call me Sukaina instead of Suki - and that's my real name now.
Boy, Imran, I sorely miss you. You are Shia and hot. Osama is neither. Not that I'm judging him or saying he isn't a beautiful person.
He has better grammar than you do.
Well, I am activating my twin falme, soul mate, most compatible, best choice, Shia and spiritual and humble and open and deep and intelligent and aware husband this weekend. That's IT!!!!! I'm cutting all cords, Immy. They just do not serve me any longer.
Lots of love from my heart and soul for you, dear man-boy.....
Yours,
Suki xxxxxxxx
I ain't gonna talk to Osama for a few days. I choose differently. DIFFERENTLY.
Thank you Allah for bringing him into my life so I can feel attractive and magnetic and woman-like again. I pulled again. The right wavelength, after an entire year.
Now please bring me my hot, loving, open, kind, generous, Ali-like Shia husband :)
The workshop was great. Shall write about it soon. Need to sleep for tomorrow.
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