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The Problem: Eros

*ahem ahem cough cough*

It appears as though my second chakra has reignited again. About ruddy time - as long as I can have a halal outlet sooner rather than later.

I seriously need to get laid :p Things are happening down under and also in my heart. It's expanding and it's yearning.

 Symbolon

 The Problem


Eros 

Meaning:
The card would like to remind you of the theme (and problem) of your sexuality, It wants to tell you: "Human beings can't live from the spirit alone; we have a body too". It can mean two things: either this theme was allowed to run on so long that you have dried up, or you focus on nothing but the theme itself and have become closed to everything else (surely you know which one is true). In both cases the card says: "Take more care of your sexuality". Cupid is finding its target. 









The Way Throught the Problem


The Garden of Spirits

Meaning:
The important step in your development is to embark on a journey at some point which takes you away from your homeland. Material things are too restrictive, so that means freeing yourself of most of your belongings. You can only dream with such an enormous millstone about your neck. 











The Outcome


Castigation

Meaning:
Rituals are energy fields which are generated by the constant repetition of actions (or sometimes a combina­tion of these actions). You have learned to distinguish meaningful rituals (of subjugation) from meaningless (possessive) rites. 













More Guidance


The Pied Piper

Meaning:
You don't realize you have fallen for someone or some idea. You are a prisoner now, confused by the alluring and (admittedly) beguiling tones of the flute. Un­fortunately, there was no one who could have tied you to the mast - as Ulysses was in his time - to prevent you being harmed by the Sirens' sweet songs. 











The last one's a little confusing at the moment. All in good time. 

I'm in a peaceful and removed state right now. Thank you Allah. You are the most gorgeous thing I have ever laid my eyes upon. Thank you for freeing me.

Thank you for freeing me.

Thank you for freeing me.

I seek refuge in You from ever tying myself in ANY shackles. Especially the old ones that do not serve my phoenix flight to the heavens.

Please help me move forth... as much as I would like things to be "perfect", let things just flow...

Please let me forgive myself for failing to let him into my life, for failing to commit, for being so damned confused, for failing to get my career sorted, for failing to make my cousnelling course happen, for failing to travel anywhere at all.... for failing to be the best eprson I can be with every single person in my life....

I'm doing my best each and every day.

And thank you for the music that is helping me become myself again, after losing bits of me for a while. I'm back in 90s pop mode - feel like I'm 15 again :) Well, the pasts of that time when I felt happy :)

Thank you for the reminders :)


Lok what I found posted on my cousin Fatima's Wall:



Delete from Facebook : Done ✔
Delete from Yahoo : Done ✔
Delete from Phone : Done ✔
Delete from the Heart : Error ✖
 ♥

Boy, oh boy, oh boy! Hahahaha! Genius! Effing genius! So true on just so many levels, it's blimming hilarious :)
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