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Daniel, Angel of Marriage

It's not Imran. I had a wellness reading last night after sending healing to my dad, Leah's friend and to all those who are open to receiving healing in St. George's Hospital.


Imran is pulling me back, I'll regress if I go back to him because his energy will pull me down (sound familiar?)

My new guy is actually quite a way ahead of me in his personal development and spiritual journey and is holding his hand out to pull me toward him. How ANNOYING IS THAT?

I should be ahead - ME!!! ;)

If I choose to go back and contact Imran, I'd be even farther away from him and replicating the utter madness. And really being the masochist, enjoying pain and stagnation.

I will not go back for ANYBODY, not even Immy.

I do NOT want a jalebi wedding, thank you very much.

When he wants me to help him heal his life, he can bloody well ask me energetically (which I think he has been, I just haven't bothered because I, and then my parents and other loved ones, come first into the healing ring.

And, if I'm honest, I still have to forgive myself and then him for all this stuff that still hasn't found closure or resolution. The fact that I'm still hung up on him and not moving forward - when he HAS. The fact that my first love ended up being only that: my first love. Not my only, long-lasting love. Just my first ickle blue-font boy - yuck, I am now completely convinced I was his mother in at least one previous life.

And, so, I picked this card today.



I am the Angel of Marriage, and I am assisting you right now.
 
Daniel

http://www.frederike.eu/DrawCards-AngelDaniel.html


You have called upon the Universe to help you in the area of marriage, and I am sent to your side. I am here to help you with a fulfilling marriage. The Universe and I desire to answer your prayer without delay. The first area that I am helping you with is healing any past wounds related to marriage. In quiet moments, I ask that you be willing to release to me any pain associated with your parents. I ask that you breathe out any negative feelings that you may have about marriage, which stem from your childhood experiences.

Next, I put my hand upon your heart and ask you to breathe in and out deeply. I now ask that you be willing to release old pain or anger toward your first love. As you release these toxins from your heart, I next ask you to exhale old pain toward all of your past lovers. Allow me to clear your heart of old wounds so that you can enjoy a happy marriage rooted in the present. We must release the past to avoid replicating old, painful experiences. I am here to free your heart so that it can fully love... within a blissful marriage.

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