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New romance is imminent - either with a newcomer, or through reignited passion in your existing relationship. Be open to giving and receiving love.
Chantall
You have been hungering for more romance and passion, and your prayer is answered. I am a Romance Angel, and I am here to help you. New love is on its way to you, and you can open the door to this romance by opening your heart. The more that you welcome new love with open arms, the more romance will come your way. This also means that you must express yourself romantically to your partner. Be candid about your feelings and intentions. Be playful (like we angels are!). And most of all, be openly loving with your partner as a way of encouraging the flow of romance return to you.
I will give you guidance along the way, and it may involve actions that seem unrelated to romantic love. Yet, you will know it is me who encourages you to join a gym, enroll in an evening class, or meet a new friend, for example. My trademark characteristic is that I create a very strong feeling in your heart, and then I surround it with warmth, like I'm giving you a big hug. The more that you follow my guidance, the faster the romance will be delivered to you.
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I feel like my Tigger is sleeping and purring in my heart right now... a huge energetic hug, hope and romance and desire and passion and innocence and the desire to be playful has been reignited in this sacred chasm of a heart o' mine.
Been feeling it for quite a few days, actually. And guess what?! White and black and other ethnic boys are beginning to look at me twice - not just the desi boys (some of whom usually look at anything in a skirt, as we all are highly aware)!
Of course, you guys know that that means nothing much. I don't get as much attention as the non-hijabi, Britney Spears skirt-wearing, nicely stacked, hot girls in their mini skirts and strapless dresses, of course.
Hmmm ~ methinks that's why I continue to wear hijab. I get to hide that which I treasure the most from men who don't know any better than to violate a woman though their gaze.
It really violates me when they look me up and down - although on a basic level, of course, it does thrill and do something weird with the horomones and needinessand urge to be desired scales.
They sometimes run after women because they are so physically and sexually aroused, along with something in them that desires nurturing, that they (like us) sometimes can't face the fact that it's all clunky.A disaster. Destructive for all aprties concerned.
And that's okay - we're all doing our best with what we know. I am no longer in a position of "I know better than them man-boys with their hearts in their pants" ~ coz I sure as heck don't!
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It finally clicked in my bones as truth: man-boys will hunt out and compliment and woo and chase after girls in the same manner as I, Suki, hunt out, woo and chase after those lovely kitties of mine. I don't differentiate ~ all of them are beautiful to me. And any one of them who gives me attention, I love them even more.
And ~ I don't really like the ones who first are affectionate, then start clawing or biting my arm.
Same as... you-know-who... :)
I guess the difference between me and most man-boys is that when I come across a kitty who is scared and jittery and runs away when all I want to do is stroke, cuddle and kiss it ~ I tell it, "I understand you're scared. I'll; wait until you trust me more. You must have been through quite alot to not recognise my love for you. And, guess what? I love you even more because you can't come to me when I need to stroke and cuddle your fluffy fur and hear your gorgeous purr the most right now. You're beautiful and sweet and lovely to me.
I LOVE YOU, KITTY!"
Anyway,
Chantall is my best friend right now ;)
My dad's coming home from hospital today - Lord, give me strength!


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