Okay, so even though I allowed a temporary lower vibration get the better of me yesterday, I'm writing down all the high points of last week.
14 June - Saturday: Surprise rock climbing adventure for my last life coaching course with Liz Foster. I went up four times and reached the top three times. On a challenging slab, I apparently made a "very technical move" according to the instructor. I really enjoyed it because it was an achievable goal, I am very good at it, something I have been wanting to do and something NEW for the month of June. It didn't even occur to me to feel afraid or give up. (I feel "normal"). I even grazed my knee (sports injury - w00t!)
Tuesday: Kept my appointment with the lady at Wimbledon Guild. She seemed very impressed with my CV and took me on. It was actually easy. I offered to volunteer for the Wimbledon Village Fair that Saturday. Seemed really appreciative, showed me around and then kept saying I am a whizz at admin and powerpoint *gulp* Wanted to meditate on full moon. It's really upsetting that it's so cold outside in summer I really can't do that. I pray what I did instead helped me on my spiritual journey and expanded my vibration more (but that's a secret between me and God!)
Wednesday: Had my driving lesson. Went on roundabouts and turned right at traffic lights. She seems to really be impressed at my learning curve. InshaAllah I'll learn all of it in less time than usual. Have done around 13 hours. Would be cool if I could really become good in just 10 more hours.
Thursday: Mark @ Remply. He said I was positively beaming (and it is not usual for him to say that - or maybe it is). I was bummed out when he told me to apply for cleaning jobs. Then met that lovely lady, Deborah, who owns the pet shop who told me about Pets at Home. I came home and applied for the job.
Friday: Got rejection from pet store. Was sad. Went to visit Ayesha and we went bus hopping (she wanted to, and I couldn't think of anything better for free - bnesides it was RAINING) Got lost in Hyde Park as usual - feel bad she didn't get to see the lake/Lido whatever. She told me about how TCF in London might be on the lookout for an extra person to hire for the work they do in Edgware Road. I told her to please contact the lady. Came home in time for ENLP session with Leah.
Saturday: Wimbledon Vilalge Fair. Free food, amazing moroccan food, sold snacks and raised money. Had good time. Being about in Wimbledon again. Meditated for 1/2 by tuning in to Change the World - well, it felt liek I had, so I had!
And today: Sabira Khala called me to ask how I was and I felt so happy. Dropped off my CV at HM Samuels for part time sales person. I then worked for 3 hours at Wimbledon Guild on the Microsoft Access database. Will need to learn more. Felt like a normal working person. Elisabeth is actually really nice to wrok for - she kept thanking me and gave me a hug before I left! Oh, and they pay for my transportation costs.
Ashiya, you are so right. I can't believe how much this week has flowed for me. I have really done quite a bit. Alhamdulillah. Thank you for saying that you are proud of me, I had to stop a while and truly feel it in my heart. Oh, and yeah, your tip on making my phone work actually worked! Turn it off and on again :)
Notice the blessings and synchronicities in roder for them to increase and to notice what the messages are.
Oh and the tennis has started: I need to meet a few famous people... would be très cool indeed!
I think I have confidence now to apply for another volunteer job, advising people or something.
Please continue praying for me... I seriously need a job. I was looking at the CVs of the other volunteers: they actually had MASSIVE amounts of IMPRESSIVE paid work experience in admin, the civil serivce, other care work and were made redundant and are also looking for work.
And that's when I realised that I am actually VERY fortunate to be working here. And I need to volunteeer somewhere where I can use my skills of empathy and desire to help people and truly make a difference. Most of thsoe places require counselling training.
There have got be loads of places who can use my skills. LOADS of them.
I'm choosing to continuously raise my vibration and make my own way in life and make my own destiny.
If I am in tune with His master plan, I shall be working in a full-time and very well paying and satisfying job by August. Or better.
Something has to shift now.
I am healing continuously and beautifully by Your grace and now can see what wonders I am capable of. That I have worth.
And I ask only You for help and protection and for sustenance.
14 June - Saturday: Surprise rock climbing adventure for my last life coaching course with Liz Foster. I went up four times and reached the top three times. On a challenging slab, I apparently made a "very technical move" according to the instructor. I really enjoyed it because it was an achievable goal, I am very good at it, something I have been wanting to do and something NEW for the month of June. It didn't even occur to me to feel afraid or give up. (I feel "normal"). I even grazed my knee (sports injury - w00t!)
Tuesday: Kept my appointment with the lady at Wimbledon Guild. She seemed very impressed with my CV and took me on. It was actually easy. I offered to volunteer for the Wimbledon Village Fair that Saturday. Seemed really appreciative, showed me around and then kept saying I am a whizz at admin and powerpoint *gulp* Wanted to meditate on full moon. It's really upsetting that it's so cold outside in summer I really can't do that. I pray what I did instead helped me on my spiritual journey and expanded my vibration more (but that's a secret between me and God!)
Wednesday: Had my driving lesson. Went on roundabouts and turned right at traffic lights. She seems to really be impressed at my learning curve. InshaAllah I'll learn all of it in less time than usual. Have done around 13 hours. Would be cool if I could really become good in just 10 more hours.
Thursday: Mark @ Remply. He said I was positively beaming (and it is not usual for him to say that - or maybe it is). I was bummed out when he told me to apply for cleaning jobs. Then met that lovely lady, Deborah, who owns the pet shop who told me about Pets at Home. I came home and applied for the job.
Friday: Got rejection from pet store. Was sad. Went to visit Ayesha and we went bus hopping (she wanted to, and I couldn't think of anything better for free - bnesides it was RAINING) Got lost in Hyde Park as usual - feel bad she didn't get to see the lake/Lido whatever. She told me about how TCF in London might be on the lookout for an extra person to hire for the work they do in Edgware Road. I told her to please contact the lady. Came home in time for ENLP session with Leah.
Saturday: Wimbledon Vilalge Fair. Free food, amazing moroccan food, sold snacks and raised money. Had good time. Being about in Wimbledon again. Meditated for 1/2 by tuning in to Change the World - well, it felt liek I had, so I had!
And today: Sabira Khala called me to ask how I was and I felt so happy. Dropped off my CV at HM Samuels for part time sales person. I then worked for 3 hours at Wimbledon Guild on the Microsoft Access database. Will need to learn more. Felt like a normal working person. Elisabeth is actually really nice to wrok for - she kept thanking me and gave me a hug before I left! Oh, and they pay for my transportation costs.
Ashiya, you are so right. I can't believe how much this week has flowed for me. I have really done quite a bit. Alhamdulillah. Thank you for saying that you are proud of me, I had to stop a while and truly feel it in my heart. Oh, and yeah, your tip on making my phone work actually worked! Turn it off and on again :)
Notice the blessings and synchronicities in roder for them to increase and to notice what the messages are.
Oh and the tennis has started: I need to meet a few famous people... would be très cool indeed!
I think I have confidence now to apply for another volunteer job, advising people or something.
Please continue praying for me... I seriously need a job. I was looking at the CVs of the other volunteers: they actually had MASSIVE amounts of IMPRESSIVE paid work experience in admin, the civil serivce, other care work and were made redundant and are also looking for work.
And that's when I realised that I am actually VERY fortunate to be working here. And I need to volunteeer somewhere where I can use my skills of empathy and desire to help people and truly make a difference. Most of thsoe places require counselling training.
There have got be loads of places who can use my skills. LOADS of them.
I'm choosing to continuously raise my vibration and make my own way in life and make my own destiny.
If I am in tune with His master plan, I shall be working in a full-time and very well paying and satisfying job by August. Or better.
Something has to shift now.
I am healing continuously and beautifully by Your grace and now can see what wonders I am capable of. That I have worth.
And I ask only You for help and protection and for sustenance.
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