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Today's tarot says:

Love: The 5 of Pentacles is not a particularly happy indicator when it comes to love questions, unfortunately. You may have your eye on someone who you feel is not treating you the way they should. It may be that you need to stop fantasizing about this person entirely. This card can be very much a card of feeling left out in the cold. 

It's important to remember that there is never only one person that we can be with and have a soul-level, happy, meaningful relationship. 

When love is right, you don't have to do back flips to make it work.

True say. I knew it shouldn't have been that hard to make it work. In spite of my messing up countless of times. A mute sphinx is and shall remain a mute sphinx - acting like a Valley Girl on speed does not change that, and acting like a doped, emotionally manipulative, bipolar psycho-bitch has just lowered yourself
immensely in your own estimation and has not changed his decisions or his thoughts or his feelings, has it?

Neither did the rudeness and the swearing. So drop it. It doesn't serve you. And it hurts other people's feelings - both females AND males.

Souviens-toi: not all men are neanderthals.

Broaden your horizons and try hard to think positively. You are not an unlovable troll. 

BAHAHAHA! No shit... seriously? That is really good to know! ;)

Makes me wish I hadn't asked them to delete my SimplyShia profile yesterday. I did it. For good. The Administrator girl emailed me to tell me she has deleted it permanently. Was quite relieved when I read it.

It's Muharram, anyway. What's the point in logging in on a daily basis, stalking somebody we all know and also other potential victims. Basically acting like a bloody hypo (as Zuli called me!)? Pledging to Imam Hussayn (a.s.) that:

"I would sacrifice my life for you and your cause, but I can't stop checking out online Shia male matrimonial profiles because I don't have enough trust and faith in Allah's grace and in the sway and swing of life as He has ordained it. My fear of being lonely and alone is higher than faith in your message and sacrifice. I'd rather distract myself with illusions of perfect marriage and union rather than start doing the work that I have been specifically created to complete on this here earth."

I can always make another profile in Rabi-ul-Awwal - or meet someone in real life and forgo all the lame-assed rubbish that happened this first, naive and virginal attempt at love and marriage and union.

Or just choose celibacy and endless peace of mind as a way of life.

Chocolate can fill a lot of empty holes in one's Soul. Or so I choose to believe.

Just got another coupon for a free 100g bar of Milka - boy, is it good chocolate!

Also:

Tarot Card Interpretation  Meaning - 5 Of Pentacles


5 Of Pentacles
Introduction: The 5 of Pentacles can point to a time when life is feeling less than secure. The important thing to remember is that there is always help available when we need it, from forces both seen and unseen. You may feel alone, but you have the capacity to change that. Reach out.

General: In general, the 5 of Pentacles points to a feeling of being left out in the cold, as though everyone else in the world has everything and you are the only one that is suffering. Realize that this is not the case. Do the best you can, with what you have, but remember that the wise thing to do, if one needs help, is to go out and ask for it. The help you need will come.

Work: Work can be either burdensome or non-existent when this card appears, and you may be feeling stuck. Know that you do not have to stay in a situation that is not healthy or workable for you, have faith in yourself and the universe that changes are possible. You don't  have to do everything all on your own. If you need a new position, ask everyone you know for possibilities. Things will get better. Have faith!


Finances: You may feel as though all is lost with regard to money. Take a deep breath and re-think. You are not all alone with no help, even if you don't know anyone at all in your immediate surroundings. Reconsider things, skills, and situations, that you may have dismissed. If you need financial help, don' t be too proud to ask for it. There is always something that can be done to put food on the table. This period is temporary. Be sure you are getting good, workable advice.

Health: Due to other stressors you may be blowing small health issues out of all proportion. Be sure to get things evaluated (even if you have no money and no health insurance, there is always a way to get treatment if you are persistent) and then do the best you can to take care of them. Meditation and relaxation is key to improving your health. Meditate even if all you can manage is 30 seconds at a time.
 
Spirituality: Remind yourself of the reality that nothing lasts forever, particularly if you are having a difficult time, as this card often indicates. Also stay mindful of the reality that we are all connected and that allowing someone to help you is a blessing to THEM as well as a blessing to you. Do not try to do everything all on your own. Have faith that things will get better - because they will.

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