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I hate being this bored

Not bored enough to pray, mind you. Or shower (yes, yes... go on, whatever! I showered less than 24 hours ago :p)

I'm just wanting things to move, to go on smoothly.

I want to be in love - I love being in love - not being imbecilically obsessed as I am now - sigh - but just in love. A mature, balanced love.

I want someone to be on FB chat so I can chat to them. There's absolutely nobody and the one person I messaged asking her to help me procrastinate, she just went offline!

Umair's busy, Tazeen's got a life, argh, argh, argh.

November, turn into December so I can start feeling less lonely and fat.

I really don't want to gain all that weight back. Argh. Argh. Argh.

I wish I lived in North London, Hujjat is so much better than Hyderi. Bigger, too.

Where are you Imran? What are you doing?

Argh!

Spoke to my mum about the entire thing. She told me, I did the same thing with Uncle (her second ex-husband) and I'm like: yeah, love makes us all paagal. She laughed at that.

I will get through this. Gotta get through this. Will, shall get through this.

I didn't eat any chocolate yesterday :)

I did today... but didn't yesterday. And on Friday, I shall not either!

Argh argh argh...... attention-seeking diva alert!

Life, become easy and flowing... flow dammit, flow!
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