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So ticked off today

Keep on making stupid mistakes :P

In order:

buying a sweater from tesco when there was no tag to say where it was made. One wash and it fuzzes up - 100%

telling my dad to buy baking powder from a small shop when i KNOW they are more expensive and I just couldn't see the baking powder in tesco 83p for 170g and 68p for 40g.... argh

pestering my dad to call the council to pick up the old cooker and tumble dryer - he paid a £10 fee that they won't pay back, come today - someone just took them away from our front garden. we still have the mattresses but now I'm doubting whether we really even need to get rid of them :( my dad's seems fine at least. £10 gone because the mattresses were only because we were already getting rid of the other two items.

lost the chance to buy a £5 shirt from uniqlo thanks to circumstances completely unexpected and out of my control. stuck with a £10 h&M shirt that if I decide to return it will cost me more for the train or bus fare.

bought tomatoes for 82p from sainsbury's when my dad only buys them on special offer for 40p

bought a 75p cauliflower from iceland in spite of dad telling em to wait thinking it's the cheapest rate only to find on internet that sainsbury's has a special for 60p FLIP IT

bought 5 apples for a £1 from sri lankan shop when they are selling 6 for £1 at sainsbury's

i am going to check mysupermarket.co.uk EVERY DAY NOW :P:P:P:P:P

since i am complaining: londoners are so ....something.....there's just no way to really connect. and i'm probably never going to find a relationship - ha ha - suki you know what i mean.

skin's so flaky and dry.....

well at least i don't have icyosoris or OCD like a girl i met today said she had.

i cried on saturday - a lot and a little today on the tube when i saw a mother play really nicely with her two kids - doing 'round and round the garden' all the time i'm thinking - god and just now i remember that my mum did it with me - so it's not like i didn't experience it. it's just i look at the bad more than the good.

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