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Affirmation

All is well in my world

Everything is working out for my highest good. Out of this situation only good will come. I am safe!

Well, let's see how long I can keep this affirmation up today. Mercury flowing throughout my spine today. Restlessness.

Irritation over my new cloth bleeding colour all over, and for me neglecting to add salt because of my megalomaniac, magical thinking.

Me realising that right now is probably not the time to go to London, whether for a visit or to live, and certainly not the the time to study counselling. Oh, no. I need to do a lot before I can get to that place. Question is, I need a job so which one will I apply to that won't end up killing my soul.

Me hating March and April because it's crunch time for students and they don't have time to reply to your email.

Me feeling sensations in my left side and, for the first time ever, not even after chiropractic, have I felt any real sensation in my left breast. I think Allah has accepted my dua and it will grow to even out with the right one. I don't care if i am still an A cup, I just want them to be even.

I've been on the www.prospects.ac.uk website looking for jobs and or a post grad programme.

God loves us All. Am reading Deepak Chopra's How to know God. I do NOT believe in "past lives" just in the one Soul and one lifetime here and the rest of Time after barzakh. I am not quite sure why the Reiki master lady believes in past lives. It's a fallacy. And Imam Jaffar (AS) proved it so well (I think it was him).

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For me, I love Pooh and Eeyore. :-)
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