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Wednesday Morning

Tuesday night's thought to ponder on

"You are your capabilities and potential. If you are not not using your capabilities and potential, you are nothing at all. A person can't live as nothing."

Wednesday's assignment

"When we believe something, we no longer question it in any way."

Free association

We did an exercise and I came up blank for so many words. Just couldn't think of anything.

Television

I got hooked to last year's Dr Who Xmas special. David Tennant is a good actor, mate. Seriously. He was crying so bloody convincingly. And the girl who plays Martha is so unbelievably gorgeous, in spite of the accent. I think the people who like Star Wars (or rather Star Trek) would be more fan-zy about Dr Who than the person who likes North and South and most of Ralph Fiennes' films.

The sad thing is that I'm beginning to not get so irritated about watching Emmerdale. So sad. What's even worse is that, though I couldn't bear to hear the accents in Corrie, I lipread and it was so damned easy. Telly really is dumbed down so much.

Although I swear, I just watch these soaps for the distraction, for the false impression of me socialising.

Cold

I have one. Ugh. But not as bad as many others. That's a blessing.

I'm just writing in here for the heck of it. I am actually relieved I don't have some poncey meaning-of-life-metaphysical-philosophical rant today. It just so fucking tires me out. And although I genuinely think it's important to figure these things out, on another level I just think to myself "What a bloody ponce I am."

Dreams

I keep dreaming about very good looking men to whom I am very physically and spiritually attracted to. Lots of hugging and touching going on there. At least I haven't advanced to wet dreams quite as yet. I hope I never am that repressed. Ugh.

Yoga

I must do it today; I skipped yday because I get so bloody fatigued after doing it.
Comfort Food

What I would love to eat today: a large stuffed crust pizza with 4 cheeses and loads of mushrooms and prawns. A decadent chunk of just the chocolate of Maltesers, no honeycomb. A packet of Prawn Cocktail crisps and Cheese and Onion. *dribbling all over the keyboard*







Today's Mandala (obviously not mine)

*snort* I'm just beginning to experience all that is mandala. And realise how old a practice it is. It must work on some levels, for it to persist through the ages and get into pop culture. I mean, seriously - a Pink Panther mandala? Kind of scary to think about what that would mean to you!
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madz said…
you seem to have a thing for prawns. How sad.

=D
17 January 2009 at 04:17
Sukaina Juma said…
How so? Does it mean something subconsciously? Or do you just dislike seafood? If the answer is yes to the latter, you're sad!
17 January 2009 at 04:24
madz said…
I just think prawn is a funny word. Reminds me of my nana...he talks about prawns and cutlets a lot ;)

And I prefer big fat shrimp more than puny prawns.
19 January 2009 at 00:39
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