Isle of Skye

There is no blame I release the need to blame anyone, including myself. We are all doing the best we can with the understanding, knowledge, and awareness we have. I am safe in the Universe, and all life loves and supports me. I breathe in the fullness and richness of Life. I observe with joy as life abundantly supports me and supplies me with more good than I can imagine..

Mind is full of rushing thoughts, rushing so fast I can't make sense of them. Now how on earth to transcend thought? Met F and Taz today. F caught on that there's something I want to ask or say but can't say them. Amen to that. Image of a dam and the gates are shut. Things happened and I choose to allow them be just that: events and I choose not to resist that which happened and to not judge. My reactions are separate from me.

that's it. i'm going to get a quran istekhara done for minster centre sept 2009. i obviously haven't been able to figure it out from within. until i can cultivate it - which will take time - i shall take another way. maybe ask farhat first though. good idea. mood swings up and down. but i want to holiday there. whether i need it i shall find out. Everything I touch is a success I now establish a new awareness of success. I know I can be as successful as I make up my mind to be. I move into the Winning Circle. Golden opportunities are everywhere for me. Prosperity of every kind is drawn to me.

whenever anyone of you reads this please pray for me. i'm dying inside and can't see the alternative ways of getting out.

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I honestly have no words. This is possibly when art therapy would work for my expression. Whatever peaceful and calm place I was in a week ago, I've left it and I'm as confused. Tired too and complaining in my heart about my buying track bottoms and a tee shirt that are too tight from a market. This is obviously not where i want to be. So why am I here? Why am I saying I need this confusion? All my thoughts and words have been entirely rubbishy and although sincere and earnest, I'm embarrassed by them. I want to vault to being a silent witness. Silent. And just witnessing. And autonomous and self sufficient, too. From within.